jessica raphaela's posts with tag: god
updates.
sira parin ang smart bro til now.
so goodluck naman at naka-dial up ako.
namimiss ko ng tadtarin ng posts ang multiply ko every week. argh.
haha, sorry sa naghihintay ng pics nung avo outing.
promise, i'll upload them once naayos na ang connection namin. :)
driving lessons.
wieeeee. tapos na ang driving lessons ko. :))
enjoy naman at maraming natutunan.
sa una, nakakakaba talaga. feeling ko mapapatay ko lahat ng taong madadaanan namin at mababangga ang lahat ng kotseng makakasalubong namin. :))
pero nawala din naman yung takot slowly.
mas comfortable na ko ngayon.
practice practice na lang para gumaling naman ako. :))
salamat sir warren. :)
haircut.
so okay. another hair disaster. please remind me to NEVER get a haircut before any major event in my life.
so pumunta kami kagabi sa david's at riniquest si mr. ojie (siya na kasi ung regular hairdresser namin dun).
sabi ko, trim lang po at paiksian ng side bangs.
tas sabi nya, uso ngayon ung straight bangs.
tas sabi ko, ah, next time na lang po... ayaw pumayag.
tas mommy ko naman sinuportahan pa siya.
asus, mukha tuloy akong cleopatra ngayon. ahuhu.
but i learned not to care much about it...
hahaba din naman uli ang bangs ko, at after a month, balak ko na bumalik para magpa-side bangs na uli. :))
highschool.
hai, goodbye na talaga.
i can't believe i have to wake up in the morning and not go to quesci.
and not see my classmates.
and not do everything the way i had to do them for 4 years.
wah. COOP! GUARD HOUSE! FLAG CEM! SMB! AVO! QUESCI!
college.
kamusta naman yun at college na pala talaga ako.
i am nervous about the more difficult challenges ahead and the numerous changes i'll undergo.
but at the end of the day, what matters most, is that we do our best and we do everything for God.
kaya ayun, whatever comes, i know everything will turn out fine. :)
first day.
wah, first day of college na bukas.
ano kaya mangyayari? malalate kaya ako? hahaha.
i hope i can make many new friends. wieeeee. hahaha.
summer.
overall, ayos naman summer ko.
parang bitin ng unti dahil andami ko pang books na gusto basahin...
at asianovelas na gusto panuorin. :))
hahaha. ang cute kasi ng stories nila e.
ang cute cute pa ni wu zun at joe cheng. :))
nakapagpahinga naman din dahil normally, 8-9hrs tulog ko. :))
at nakapag-bakasyon din sa laguna at thailand.
i can't say that this is my happiest summer vacation...pro mukhang eto na last ko ee. haha.
pero i have to say, i also enjoyed my vacation.
BUH-BYE summer.
HELLOOO college.
wow. andaming nanyari these past days. sobrang dami kong gustong isulat. if you are currently reading this entry, that means that i was able to overcome my laziness. i just miss writing (well, technically, typing xp).
monday. a very sad day for me. ang hirap. nakakalungkot. nakakainis. nakakaguilty. lahat yan pinagsama sa isang gabi. so, as the emotional and weak person that i am, iyakan na naman.
prom. no question na sobrang mas na-enjoy ko prom last yr. mas maganda venue, mas maayos program, mas maganda music. pro ayos lang din naman, may happy and sad parts naman.
- ikaw. hai naku, regret ka jan. alam mo bang sobrang lungkot ko dhl di mo ko sinayaw? haha. nagdrama? pro kahit na riniregret mo rin un, nakakalungkot lang din tlga. may paexplain explain ka pa. haha. last chance na e. aysus, haha. pati si angel, nalungkot. haha. well anyway, ayos na naman. :)
- you. sige lan, paalala mo pa mga nanyari. haha. pero ayos lang din naman kasi atlst, snabi mo. ayoko rin naman kasing maulit un. salamat sa pagwarn at pagpayo. sorry dahil pinalo kita ng pinalo. haha. salamat. :)
- kaw. ayun, salamat sa lahat. sa sayaw and everything else. :)
- u. hai naku, nalulungkot ako dahil dun. hai, sana lang tlga. pro aus lan, di mo naman un klangan gawin. haha. atlst. :)
overnight.
- syempre feel na feel ko tlga at natulog akong nakadress pa. haha. ang comfortable kaya. kaya ayun, sarap din naman ng tulog ko kahit maiksi lang din.
- ang sarap kasi magkwentuhan. may spin the bottle pa tayong nalalaman. :))
- at masaya ring maging scavenger. tipong, pinaghatian natin ung isang pirasong chicken na malamig na. at kumain ng chips na hindi naman tlga masarap. at maghati sa bawas ng 2 bottles ng tubig. kamusta naman un diba? haha. but still, i enjoyed it A LOT. :)
- kahit na tulog tau ng tulog (at basa ko ng basa ;]), at siyempre picture pa ng picture. :)) fun tlga.
- fun na makapipi ung isa dyan ng heart-shaped can na naging flat na.
- at maglakad papunta sa NAPAKAlapit lang na mcdo (ayun o, sa unang stoplight, kita ko na nga e. :)) )
- at makarinig ng R-18 word from ur dad. :)) kahit na aksidente lang un, that got us going. :))
edward. ok, i confess. weird ako. mainlove ba sa isnag vampire na ndi naman totoo (siyempre. xp) hai naku, bakit ba kasi nakakainlove tlga siya? aysus. ang ganda tlga ng TWILIGHT. as in i super recommend na basahin niyo siya. ok, so humagulgol ako sa first part ng NEW MOON (monday nun xp) at naiyak sa ending ng ECLIPSE. pero still, its so worth it. as in, adk na tlga ko. search dito search jan. i cant wait to read the last book this august and watch the movie this december. i really cant help but fall for edward. and i really am finding a HARD time accepting that edward cullen is a FICTIONAL character. T.T haha. so, hindi obvious na baliw na ko? wah. bago ko mag babble til dooms day dito, i have to move on to the nxt topic, haha. xp
O. grabe, ndi kita maintindihan. may gnwa ba kong mali sau? sorry kng mali interpretation ko sa actions mo, pro ganun kasi tlga ung labas e. sana kng galit ka man, or may ngwa man akong mali, kausapin mo ko. sna mabasa mo to, tapos kausapin mo na ko. ang hirap kasi e. sana tlga makapag-usap tau.
grad. grabe. ilang araw na lang. sobrang bumabaliktad tlga sikmura ko at the thought of it. excited for college, pro not ready to leave highschool. ilang balde kaya ang maiiyak ko sa grad? hai. pro sobrang laki tlga ng faith ko, na matutupad natin lahat ng gusto naten. na kng ano man ung gsto naten maging, mangyayari yun. i believe that. i believe in us. i believe in Him. :)
so ayun, nagdaldal lang ako dito. haha. try ko na upload pics and videos. :)
salamat sa lahat ng nakasama ko. :) SMB, avo, JS, mom, dad, mama, ate Jaya, EDWARD. ayie. haha. :)
A teenage girl about 17 had gone to
visit some friends one evening and
time passed quickly as each shared
their various experiences of the
past year.
She ended up staying longer than
planned, and had to walk home alone.
She wasn't afraid because it was a
small town and she lived only a few
blocks away.
As she walked along under the tall elm
trees, Diane asked God to keep
her safe from harm and danger.
When she reached the alley, which was
a short cut to her house, she
decided to take it.
However, halfway down the alley she
noticed a man standing at the end
as though he were waiting for her.
She became uneasy and began to pray,
asking for God's protection.
Instantly a comforting feeling of
quietness and security wrapped round
her, she felt as though someone was
walking with her.
When she reached the end of the alley,
she walked right past the man
and arrived home safely.
The following day, she read in the
newspaper that a young girl had been
raped in the same alley just twenty
minutes after she had been there.
Feeling overwhelmed by this tragedy
and the fact that it could have
been her, she began to weep.
Thanking the Lord for her safety and
to help this young woman, she
decided to go to the police station.
She felt she could recognize the man,
so she told them her story.
The police asked her if she would be
willing to look at a lineup to see
if she could identify him.
She agreed and immediately pointed out
the man she had seen in the
alley the night before.
When the man was told he had been
identified, he immediately broke down
and confessed.
The officer thanked Diane for her
bravery and asked if there was
anything they could do for her.
She asked if they would ask the man
one question.
Diane was curious as to why he had not
attacked her.
When the policeman asked him, he
answered, "Because she wasn't alone.
She had two tall men walking on either
side of her."
Amazingly, whether you believe or not,
you're never alone. Did you know
that 98% of teenagers will not stand
up for God?
Repost this as Love vs. Sex if you
truly believe in God.
PS: God is always there in your heart
and loves you no matter
what.....and if you stand up 4 him he
will stand up for you.
I bet 93% of the people that read this
wont repost it.
well i can know that for sure..i can see you..haha! =))
recently... i've watched myself fall in and out of love for the same guy for years. recently... i've learned that my rank has not improved, and i hope my mom doesn't get upset. recently... i've been smiling more often because of......................... =) recently... i''ve been through a lot of school stuff. recently... i've just learned that the prom sched has been moved. recently... more and more books have been added to my TO READ STUFF this summer. recently... i've been planning for my summer, and im soooooo excited. - summer job?
- driving lessons:)
- LSC come back. haha
- teach little kids. =)
- read read read.
- rest
- UP-M!!! enrollment and commute lessons :))
- watch House, Prison Break, Heroes, and Grey's Anatomy
- watch missed movies
- contemplate
- go out with friends :)
- magshopping para sa everyday casual wear for college. hahaha. :))
recently... i've been contemplating about our last remaining days as classmates. [i'll miss you AVO. T.T] recently... i've realized how much my family means to me. recently... i've realized how much I love debating (I miss and love you too DEBSOC) and how much it broke my heart to not be able to join our LAST contest and later finding out that i could have joined. [still depressed] recently... downloaded new songs to my itunes and phone. recently... trying to study really hard. recently... confused. how can you do this AGAIN? =) STILL... in love with friends, family, and GOD. :)
hay. at last. mejo kampante na ko na may maganda akong school na mapapasukan. i feel so blessed. :)
ang baba baba na talaga ng tingin kosa sarili ko the past months dahil rank 24 lang ako nung 2nd quarter. grabe. ang bigat nun sa pakiramdam. ehehe. ang gc ko noh? pro nalungkot talaga ko. lalo na dahil alam kong masasaktan or ma-didisappoint ko ung parents ko. lalo kong na-feel na i don't deserve them. kasi naman, ung academics na lang ung way para maging proud pa sila saken. tapos, ganun pa nangyari. nalungkot talaga ako.
pro as of now, masaya na ulit ako... atleast i was accepted in two of the four schools i took exams at. tapos first choices ko pa. di na ko pupulutin kung saan man... if worse comes to worst. haha. :) tapos, kahit papano, scholar pa. kaya, ndi na rin masyadong proproblemahin nila mother at father ang aking tuition and other fees. i really have God to thank for all of these. ndi ko inexpect na papasa pa ko dun. dahil if truth be told, nahirapan din talaga ko sa exams. i really am blessed na i was accepted in great schools:)
pro two schools pa... ust at UP. wah. nahirapan talaga ko sa UPCAT. tapos nursing pa course ko. kamusta naman un at mga 75 students lang kinukuha dun. i really need God's intervention on this one. hay, kailangan kong pumasa ng UP. at dapat yung 1st choice ko. kasi sa totoo lang, un lang naman talaga ang only choice ko e. un kasi ung pinaka-magandang school at kapag di ko napasa yung nursing dun.... hala. e, gusto talaga ng aking dad na mag-nursing ako. naku, love na love niya ang buhay sa america. kahit na okay naman yung life namin dito. kaya ayun, kinakabahan na talaga ako. hai, sana plan sakin ni God na mag-aral sa UP at maging nurse. sana lang. i'm still praying. :)
i am really happy that God has blessed me this much already. i shouldn't even ask for more. but i can't help but still plead to him to get me accepted in my last two schools (first choice po sana Lord). God is great. and whatever happens... i just have to be ready to accept his plans for me. whatever those are, i know that He is and will always be the captain of my life. :)
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