jessica raphaela's posts with tag: friends
my day started out well.
i enjoyed social dance even though we did far from excellent in the practical exam. (okay. we sucked. haha. sorry camille.) it was still fun.
i loved the day more when he sent me a text message. :))
we had a looooong break because we had no comm1. (thank God!)
philosophy was also miraculously interesting today.
and my individual discussion will probably be rescheduled next week. (thank God again!)
see! my day was picture-perfect.
..........
until it was time to go home.
here were the catastrophes that folowed:(they merely foreshadowed what would happen next)- we were separated from chantel, kristan, and camille while walking towards pedro gil.
- i almost slipped because of the slippery pavement.
- somebody got hurt.
- we found out that our friends left already.
- i had to try exiting the LRT twice because the bar didn't work at first.
AND THEN.....(tatagalugin ko para mas emosyonal. haha.)- napansin ko na medyo deformed ung MRT card ko (na linagay ko sa backpocket ko nung uwian). as in sobrang hindi talaga prominent yung damage kaya hindi ko pinansin.
- pagka-bili ni Nikko ng card nya, pumunta na kami dun sa entrance bars (o kung ano man tawag dun).
- pinasok ko ung card ko, tapos... TICKET REJECTED GO TO THE TICKET OFFICE.
- nangiilam pa yung manong sa likod ko tas sabi nya, balikatad siguro. (manong, nakasakay na naman po ako sa MRT. pero salamat sa concern)
- triny ko dun sa katabing entrance. TICKET REJECTED GO TO THE TICKET OFFICE.
- so siyempre, pumunta na ko sa ticket office. (nandun na nga pala si nikko sa kabilang side)
- manong guard: bakit?
- ako: rejected po kasi eh.
- manong guard: (tinignan card ko) ai, patay, hindi na yan pwede!
- salamat sa support at optimism niyo manong.
- manong guard: sige, tanong mo dyan sa loob.
- ako: pipila po ako? (medyo mahaba)
- manong guard: hindi, sumingit ka na lang dyan.
- so siyempre, pumunta na ko sa dun sa gilid ng ticket office. pero hindi ako makasingit sa mga tao. i'm not good at those things, especially when all the competitors will do anything to get home as soon as possible. whatever it takes.
- kaya, pumila na lang ako.
- habang nasa pila ako, tinuro ni nikko ung mga mama dun sa harap, sumisingit ba naman! na-reject din ata tickets nila kaya sumingit na nga sila dun sa harap. argh! pwede pala talaga sumingit! grrrrr.
- nung ako na, sinabi ko kay ate na na-reject yung ticket ko. kinuha nya. tinignan. pinasok sa machine nila. ayaw din ata. nag-diskusyon pa sila nung isang ate sa office. hanggang sa sinabi nila, pumunta daw ako dun sa ticket office dun sa other end.
- so pumunta naman kami ni nikko. (kawawa talaga si nikko. sorry!!!)
- pagdating ko dun sa kabilang ticket office, tinignan na naman nung ate. sabi niya, "HINDI NA YAN PWEDE." ate, 70pesos pa laman niyan! gusto ko talagang sabihin sa kanya yun. grabe, wala siyang puso.
- siyempre, nakiilam na naman yung manong sa likod. (ibang maning na toh ah).
- "friendly" manong: stored value ba yan?
- ako: opo.
- "friendly" manong: bago?
- ako: twice ko pa lang po nagagamit.
- "friendly" manong: ano bang problema?
- ako: (pinakita yung card) ito po oh.
- "friendly" manong: yan lang? sabihin mo! ipaliwanag mo!
- ako: (frustrated na. hahahaha.)
- dahil feeling ko wala talagang puso si ate. pumila na lang ako dun para bumili ng bagong stored value card.
- 100pesos un. 500pesos na buo yung pera ko. "WALA NA PO BA KAYONG SMALLER BILL?" pinakita ni ate yung 500 nya. siguro kakabayad lang sa kanya. shem. wala pa siyang panukli. e ung isa ko pang bill, 500 din at simut na simut na barya ko. how lucky can i get.
- so punta naman kami ni nikko dun sa isa pang ticket office (iba pa dun sa una). natuwa pa ako kasi nakakita ako ng maraming 100's dun sa parang box ni ate. so, sinabi ko na na pabili ng stored value card na 100. biglang, "DUN PO KAYO SA KABILA."
- pagtingin ko dun sa pila, ANG HABA.
- ako: O.o
- manong guard: ano daw?
- ako: hindi na daw po pwede. (sad face)
- manong guard: patingin nga. (kinuha yung card) eh kakabili mo lang naman nito diba?
- ako: nung thursday pa po eh.
- manong guard: ah. kaya pala. kasi iingatan mo yung card mo. hindi pwede masira.
- ako: osige po, salamat kuya. (kahit pa po hindi nyo sinabi, kung pwde lang, ipapalaminate ko na mrt at lrt cards ko from now on :)) )
- manong guard: san ba kayo pupunta?
- ako: north avenue po. (hanggang ayala lang si nikko pero kailangan ko pa ba i-explain sa kanya yun?)
- manong guard: ah. edi dun ka na lang sa line na yun oh. maiksi pa. pang north ave na single journey lang dun.
- ako: ah. okay po. (I LOVE YOU MANONG!)
- so pumunta na ako dun sa pila. siguro, kung wala pa silang barya, o hindi ako pwde dun, o kung ano pa mang kamalasan, MAGLALAKAD NA LANG AKO PAUWI. pero wala naman. whew. nagkaron na rin ng matinong card.
- so ininsert ko na ung card dun sa may entrance. with matching kaba pa yun. kasi grabe ng kahihiyan sa mga staff ng MRT kung magka-problema na naman diba?
ATLAST, nakapasok na din.i couldn't apologize to nikko enough for the delay.
we spent about 20 minutes just shuffling from one ticket office to another.
good thing, he was patient (and very very very optimistic) all throughout.
or atleast that's what he showed me. haha.
how would i know if deep inside he thought that HE WILL NEVER GO HOME WITH SUCH A LUCK-DEPRIVED PERSON EVER AGAIN?
"i know it hurts. for what it's worth. it can only get better."
"'cause you had a bad day."
-kinakanta ni nikko habang nasa train na kami-
yes nikko,
i had a bad day.
but what matters most.
is that it was such a funny adventure.
i have to admit,
i got really frustrated.
but when i remember the things that happened.
i just couldn't help but laugh at myself.
i just couldn't believe that A SERIES OF UNBELIEVABLY UNFORTUNATE EVENTS even occur outside the pages of Lemony Snicket's books.
believe me, they do.
disclaimer : nakalimutan ko mag-picture picture. i love this day so much.nakakapagod. pero sobrang saya ko talaga. minsan talaga, pag nakikita mo mga kaibigan mo. tsaka mo narerealize how terribly you miss them.ayan, iisa-isahin ko, in order sa pagkita ko sa kanila. goodluck sakin. :)) yza.strangely enough, never pa kami nagkita sa UPM since first day. :)) pero kanina, nagkita kami sa sm, tas sabay pumunta sa UPD. yey. :) katleya.wah. sobrang namiss ko tumawa kasama ni close. hai, nakakatawa ang mga stories nya about her oh-so-lovable eng11 prof at sa classmate nyang "newly bathe". :)) joyce.wieeee, i'm so happy to see her again! sayang ndi kami masyandong nakapagkwentuhan, pero ansaya parin. at sayang ndi na siya nakasabay to quesci. camille.nakita ko sila sa may palma hall, nakatambay dun. haha. nakakatuwang makita uli sila. :) calee.ayun, nandun din siya sa as. wieeeeee. sayang, ndi tayo nakapagchikahan! :)) shantrel.kasama rin siya sa circle sa may as. katuwa. haha. :)) hans.wah! namiss kong masilaw sa kagwapuhan nya! haha, miss you hans! paul.naku, pagkatapos kitang purihin sa blog ni yza, aawayin mo pa kami ni close kanina?! :)) kamiss rin si paul, ang kanyang kabaitan/kasamaan. :)) audrey.wieeee. nakita ko na rin ang ka-village ko sa wakas. :)) namiss ko si auds. cj.wah. sobrang sobrang sobrang saya ko talaga na makita si cj. sobrang unexpected. hindi na talaga ako umasa kasi feeling ko talaga nagtatago na siya samin. :)) pero ang saya talaga, catching up with him, ansaya kausap. at salamat rin sa form5 mo, cj. :)) miss ko na IP group naten lalo na ang off-campus days! angel.wah. sobrang miss ko na si angel at ang mga chikahan namin. sayang nga may quiz sya tom kaya ndi kami masyadong nakapagkwentuhan, sana next time, mas mahaba angating pagkikita. miss na kita! lc.wieeeee, nagkita rin tayo. namiss kita promise! hai, sayang sandali lang din tau nagkita at sorry nga pala dahil ang bagal namin kumain ni yza :)) jason gelvezon.haha, wala lang. nakta ko rin siya sa math bldg canteen :) jerick.wieeee, nagkita rin tayo, hehe. :) orlie.naku, buti na lang ndi sinabi ni orlie na tumaba ako :)) namiss ko ang pagtwag nya sakin ng taba :)) ang haba na ng buhok nya at ang tangkad na! miss you! :) victoria.nakita ko sila ni angel sa may jeep na opposite direction. :)) ayun, sobrang miss ko na to. kaya masaya na nakapagkwentuhan, kahit may sakit siya (pagaling ka!). basta, sobrang miss ko na na makita kayo everyday at mag-coop ng mag-coop. :)) neil.wieeeee. ang rich kong soulmate. :)) kamiss. buti nakabisita din sya. :) hevs.
wieee. nakita ko rin si hebs, sa may as. katuwa, namiss ko ang anak ko. conjie.siyempre, nagpaka-FC na ako at tinawag ko sya. :)) mejo mejo mejo close naman kami e. :)) migs.pag katapos namin hintayin, muntik pa kaming isnabin. :)) pero ansaya, nakita ko uli siya. nakakamiss talaga.(ilang beses ko na ba nasasabi ang word na "miss" sa entry na to?) at nakita uli namin siya nung nandun kami sa may bench sa tapat ng as. :) rod.nakakaiinis si rod, umalis ba naman pag dating namin sa tapat ng as. :(( cholo.patawid na kami from palma, tas biglang may sumigaw, "taga-manila oh!', paglingon ko sila cholo. :)) namiss ko makakwentuhan toh, kahit na inapi nila ko, ansaya makipagkwentuhan. :) hoshea.naku, taguan ba naman ako? hahaha. pero may reason naman daw. buti nakapasok siya, kaso may sakit pa ata. namiss ko talaga si hoshee. pasakay na kami ng jeep nung tinawagan ko uli siya para naman magkita kami bago ko umalis. ayun, nag-give up din at sinabi na kung asan sila :)) ndi kami masyado nakapagkwentuhan, pero just the fact na makasama sila, enjoy na :) raphael.namiss ko to. wala pa kasing nang-aaway sakin sa upm. haha,although si ej ang nagstart sa pang-aaway sakin, siyempre si rap ang pinakamagaling mang-away. :)) nakakamiss sila makausap at nakasabay rin naman sila ni cho sa jeep pauwi. aaron.ang lalaking nanuod ng oblation run, kainggit. :)) kahit ndi kami msayadong close, nakakatuwang makita uli siya :) ephraim.si ej ang nagsimulang mang-away sa upm :)) kaya aun, tinadtad na nila ko ng pang-aapi. bakit ba kasi ndi pumunta si jp kanina? :(( hahaha. pero nakakamiss ang humor ni ej. at ang buong si ej. :) joshua.wieee, dala nya ang kanyang t-square nung lumapit siya samin sa may bench. :)) salamat ej sa pagbgay ng ibang meaning sa detachable at super habang "t-square" ni joshua :)) jean.wieeee, close labs ko. :D buti nagkita tau. miss you too! :) haha. wow ang galing ko. :)) ayun, marami pa kong nakitang mga scientians na batchmates. nakakatuwa pala talaga sa upd. hai, nakakainggit. :( pagpunta namin sa quesci. bawal.( what do you expect?) kaya ayun, nag- MCDO na lang kami nila close at bec. namiss ko ang MCDO na iyon.hai. memories. i really enjoyed this day.i got to be my whole self again.it felt real nice.i guess absence does makes the heart grow fonder.but presence is really nice as well.especially after such a long absence.promise.
bibisitahin ko uli kayo.
and remember.
august 19.
quezon city day.
kayo naman bibisita sa UPM.
two weeks.
of adjustments.
of meeting new people.
of going to new places.
of gaining new experiences.
of college.
my first two weeks of college. COMMUTE.service nung elementary. hatid sundo nung highschool. commute ngayon. sobrang wala talaga akong kaalam-alam sa pagcocommute. first time ko sumakay ng FX mag-isa. mag-LRT at MRT mag-isa. na-experience ko rin mag-bus at jeep one desperate day. nakakapagod.nakakastress.but actually, MASAYA.parang everyday is an adventure.everyday is new. new encounters.new challenges.new discoveries.naks, lahat yan ay nakukuha ko sa pagcocommute. :)) sa first two weeks ko ng pagcocommute, i experienced: hindi makahanap ng FX at halos ma-late na lumagpas ung mamang FX kaya linakad ko mula PNB hanggang padre faura. sumakay sa bus na para na akong sardinas (pero mababait yung mga mama dahil pinapunta nila ako sa gitnang part at yung isang ale na tinawag ako para paupuin nung paalis na siya) kausapin ng katabi kong mama sa bus. magka-problema sa mrt card ko dahil lrt card ko ung napang-exit ko.  at marami pang iba.  BLOCK26.new people.new great people.masaya ako kasi marami na akong bagong kaibigan sa block (at sa batch at sa college). tas ang babait pa nila. tas masaya rin kasama. am just happy kasi through this adjustment period, i have people who feel the same way and experience the same things.miss ko na highschool friends ko. UPM has been wonderful, pero siyempre, i still can't help but long for my high school life back. i know that i will never forget my highschool life. and i will never learn how to un-love it.but i also know that i'll get used to this college life.and i will learn to love it.someday soon. ACADEMICS.PE. don't even ask.  Comm1. nice prof, but secretly falls asleep during class. Philo1. grabe, grabe, grabe.  Nursing1. "baterol", "padiiiikit-diiiiikit"  SocSci1. wala lang. Math11. nice prof, okay naman ung lectures, pero madugo daw exams. NSTP. SCARY prof. pero excited na ako sa OPD.  yey.
nakapag-blog din about college.
:))
this is Frank's by-product.
tapos wala ring pasok tom.
i love MANILA DAY.
*insert insert*
buddy ko nga pala si
KUYA MARK VIRGIL MEDRANO
yey.
excited na ako magka-buddy.
thanks in advance kuya.
hahaha. avo outing pa ito. :))
claudia, ada, at lemelen. :D DSCN0745.AVI (1.2 MB)
updates.
sira parin ang smart bro til now.
so goodluck naman at naka-dial up ako.
namimiss ko ng tadtarin ng posts ang multiply ko every week. argh.
haha, sorry sa naghihintay ng pics nung avo outing.
promise, i'll upload them once naayos na ang connection namin. :)
driving lessons.
wieeeee. tapos na ang driving lessons ko. :))
enjoy naman at maraming natutunan.
sa una, nakakakaba talaga. feeling ko mapapatay ko lahat ng taong madadaanan namin at mababangga ang lahat ng kotseng makakasalubong namin. :))
pero nawala din naman yung takot slowly.
mas comfortable na ko ngayon.
practice practice na lang para gumaling naman ako. :))
salamat sir warren. :)
haircut.
so okay. another hair disaster. please remind me to NEVER get a haircut before any major event in my life.
so pumunta kami kagabi sa david's at riniquest si mr. ojie (siya na kasi ung regular hairdresser namin dun).
sabi ko, trim lang po at paiksian ng side bangs.
tas sabi nya, uso ngayon ung straight bangs.
tas sabi ko, ah, next time na lang po... ayaw pumayag.
tas mommy ko naman sinuportahan pa siya.
asus, mukha tuloy akong cleopatra ngayon. ahuhu.
but i learned not to care much about it...
hahaba din naman uli ang bangs ko, at after a month, balak ko na bumalik para magpa-side bangs na uli. :))
highschool.
hai, goodbye na talaga.
i can't believe i have to wake up in the morning and not go to quesci.
and not see my classmates.
and not do everything the way i had to do them for 4 years.
wah. COOP! GUARD HOUSE! FLAG CEM! SMB! AVO! QUESCI!
college.
kamusta naman yun at college na pala talaga ako.
i am nervous about the more difficult challenges ahead and the numerous changes i'll undergo.
but at the end of the day, what matters most, is that we do our best and we do everything for God.
kaya ayun, whatever comes, i know everything will turn out fine. :)
first day.
wah, first day of college na bukas.
ano kaya mangyayari? malalate kaya ako? hahaha.
i hope i can make many new friends. wieeeee. hahaha.
summer.
overall, ayos naman summer ko.
parang bitin ng unti dahil andami ko pang books na gusto basahin...
at asianovelas na gusto panuorin. :))
hahaha. ang cute kasi ng stories nila e.
ang cute cute pa ni wu zun at joe cheng. :))
nakapagpahinga naman din dahil normally, 8-9hrs tulog ko. :))
at nakapag-bakasyon din sa laguna at thailand.
i can't say that this is my happiest summer vacation...pro mukhang eto na last ko ee. haha.
pero i have to say, i also enjoyed my vacation.
BUH-BYE summer.
HELLOOO college.
|  | weeeeee.
ansaya saya talaga nung outing. :) |
grabe, feeling ko mamamatay na talaga ako kapag ganito parin buhay ko bukas. hahaha. grabe. sobrang useless ko talaga ngayon. :)) kasi next week pa kami magbabakasyon ng pamilya ko. i hope i can last until then. buti na lang may OUTING ang avo (at ilang bec ^^,) sa friday. makakaalis na rin ako ng bahay. gosh, i feel so suffocated. hahaha. tama ba namang mamatay sa boredom sa huling summer vacation ko? SAVE ME!kagabi nga, nag-senti na kami ni victoria sa text e. sa sobrang bangag namin. mga 12:30 na nun nung nagsimula akong magdrama at sinuportahan naman ni bec, kaya nagdrama na kami dun. :)) kasi may napanood ako sa tv, na babaeng magbebestfriends na 40 yrs old. tas naisip ko, sana kahit na may pamilya na kami, kahit na losyang na kami, hindi kami magkasawaan nila victoria, katleya, at angel. at pati na rin nila joyce, yza, audrey, lindsay, carla, at claudette. huhuhu. ayan na naman, nagsesenti na naman ako. :)) tapos namimiss ko pa si katleya. hindi na nga siya makakasama sa outing. mahina pa signal sa batangas. wah. huhuhu. haha. pero sana mag-enjoy siya sa fiesta. sa sobrang boredom ko, pati friendster ko na sobrang tagal ng static ay pinatulan ko na uli. at nagpaka-FC pa ako at nag-add pa ng ibang batchmates sa quesci na hindi ko naman kilala in person, sa name and face lang, buti na lang mababait sila. :)) sobrang desperado ako na may gawin sa buhay bukod sa manood ng tv, kumain, at matulog (aka BUHAY OINK OINK). grabe talaga, antaba taba ko na. excited na nga akong magpasukan para ndi na ko mattempt kumain at maburn ko na ang fats ko. :)) pati pa mga classmates kong avo ay kinukulit ko na sa multiply, at friendster nila. :)) comment dito. comment dyan. si airelle, yza, angel, victoria, migs, camille, calee, lemelen, shara ay ilan lamag sa mga iyon. pati si kate at calee, kinukulit ko sa ym. nakikisali na ko sa away nila na david cook VS david archuleta. :)) tapos forever kong kachat ang bestfriend kong si hoshea (buti di pa siya nagsasawa sakin :)) ). ayan, kaya sa mga nakukulit ko, sorry naman. :)) ayun pa pala, nung isang araw, parang naiinggit ako kela maci, claudia at iya dahil ateneo sila. naisip ko tuloy, tama kaya ang desisyon kong mag- upm. ang layo layo kasi. tapos marami pa daw snatchers at hold-upers. tapos parang madugo pa ang nursing. atleast sa ateneo, mas safe ung environment, tas 20 minutes away lang. pero naisip ko rin, na sobrang blessed ako na matanggap sa upm. kaya aun, pinush away ko na ung thoughts of regrets before they were able to engulf me.i am ultimately bored.
please save me.
may alam ba kayong...
movie?
tv series?
BOOK?
kahit anong interesting.
yung mga kasama sa gm ko,
kung unli kayo,
magreply na rin kayo.
hahaha!
kailangan ko kayo. :))
i need your salvation.
promise.
i'm dead serious.
HELP ME!!!
yey. sinipag ulit ako. there's really something sooo wrong with me. i mean, i'm jessica. the girl who enjoys blogging. and posting anything on her multiply site. and yet.. for some reason, i suddenly dreaded posting. hahahaha. and all my best friends noticed my sudden lack of new posts. hahaha. :)
so... here i am, magdadaldal ulit about my first-half of summer. yay.
PIDC.well, this probably launched my summer. hahaha. we volunteered for this inter-collegiate debate competition. it was exhausting. but it was fun. i got to tour UP's eng'g bldg and the palma hall. haha. it was really fun watching the debates...and meeting new people! (one of which offered to eat my left-over chicken) haha. ;) it was honestly enjoyable though. everyone was amazing. HANA KIMI.haha. i was starting to imitate a pig about to be slaughtered (as i do every summer). when suddenly i watched this show on ABS. at first, i didn't like it that much. but it turned out to be fun. haha. ang gwapo pa ng bida. go BRIAN. go WU CHUN. yay! it's a very funny series at kilig din. wieeee. what really made the show fun is the fact that i got to watch them with my bestfriends. mas masaya nga sana kung buong SMB. kaso baka hindi nila magustuhan ang hana kimi. hahaha. so ayun, it was really fun. yung adventures na pinagdaanan namin. yung pagkakaron ng buhay sa bahay namin. yung pagsama sa iba diyan sa UPD para sa medical. hahaha. yung pag-commute commute. yung pagkain. yung maling pagclick sa remote control nan XBOX nila bec. yung pag-surprise sa iba diyan. hahahaha. basta lahat, i really enjoyed those three days. hope we could do it again some time. LAGUNA.i never really expected that i would enjoy staying there as much as i did. as in, ayaw ko pa talagang umuwi nun. i really miss a lot of things there. i miss my family there. i miss being forcely fed by my lola. i miss taking care of my lolo. i miss my makulit na tita. i miss my nice tito. i miss my madaldal and lovable cousin Ana. i miss them all. i miss the uga-uga which i love sitting on. haha. i miss the terrace where we star gaze. i miss seeing a lot of stars and constellations. i miss the fresh air. i miss watching loveholic on their tv and dvd. i miss opening the tv without cable. i miss having no internet. haha. get it? just everything. one unforgettable thing there is how i met my second cousins. they were from cavite at bakasyon lang din sila sa laguna. it was the first time we met each other. haha. and the funny thing is crush ako nung pinsan ko na ka-age ko named mcneil. hahaha. tawa talaga ko ng tawa nung kwinento yun sakin ng lola ko the day after i met my cousins. my ninang overheard my cousins talking and she told my lola. detailed pa yung pagkwento nya a. kwinento pa ung pagka-describe sakin and all. that part, nahiya na ako. haha. nakakailang pala. hahaha. cute din naman yung pinsan ko. haha. sabi nga ng lola ko, buti nagkakilala na kami kasi baka daw magkaligawan pa and we'll be like star-crossed lovers from teleseryes. hahahaha. really enjoyed my stay there. hope i can go back soon. LOVEHOLIC.my new found addiction. grabe. i could not tell you enough how much i loved the story. grabe grabe grabe talaga! i wish all people in the world could love and be loved that way. i could not find the perfect word to describe the love the two people here have for eah other. i've watched it twice already. and i'm not ready to stop. hahaha.  SUMMER LOVIN'.hahahaha. i'm just really happy right now. haha. so many things are happening. super happy ako. haha. and it's fun to enjoy things just as they are. and i'm really contented right now. overwhelmed pa nga eh. well, sorry for the long post. haha. nahahawa na talaga ko kay victoria. hahaha.
the first half of my summer was fun. hope i enjoy the latter-half even more. and you too. ;]
| | wie. naupload ko na rin at last! :) |
| | after four years.
of cramming.
of staying up late.
of not sleeping at all.
we finally got our diplomas :)
*haha. matagal na nasa drafts ko to. i forgot to publish. :))*
*published : June 25, 08 :) * |
| | hai. ok, so i am currently undergoing SEPARATION SYNDROME.
well, bago ko magdrama sa inappropriate part ng multiply ko, i'll stop...haha....
MOST OF THE PICTURES WERE TAKEN BY ANGEL. DON'T ACCUSE ME OF STALKING. HAHA.
seriously, ANGEL'S GUILTY!!!
aun, love you avo. i'll take more pics and try to post them all here. =] |
wow. andaming nanyari these past days. sobrang dami kong gustong isulat. if you are currently reading this entry, that means that i was able to overcome my laziness. i just miss writing (well, technically, typing xp).
monday. a very sad day for me. ang hirap. nakakalungkot. nakakainis. nakakaguilty. lahat yan pinagsama sa isang gabi. so, as the emotional and weak person that i am, iyakan na naman.
prom. no question na sobrang mas na-enjoy ko prom last yr. mas maganda venue, mas maayos program, mas maganda music. pro ayos lang din naman, may happy and sad parts naman.
- ikaw. hai naku, regret ka jan. alam mo bang sobrang lungkot ko dhl di mo ko sinayaw? haha. nagdrama? pro kahit na riniregret mo rin un, nakakalungkot lang din tlga. may paexplain explain ka pa. haha. last chance na e. aysus, haha. pati si angel, nalungkot. haha. well anyway, ayos na naman. :)
- you. sige lan, paalala mo pa mga nanyari. haha. pero ayos lang din naman kasi atlst, snabi mo. ayoko rin naman kasing maulit un. salamat sa pagwarn at pagpayo. sorry dahil pinalo kita ng pinalo. haha. salamat. :)
- kaw. ayun, salamat sa lahat. sa sayaw and everything else. :)
- u. hai naku, nalulungkot ako dahil dun. hai, sana lang tlga. pro aus lan, di mo naman un klangan gawin. haha. atlst. :)
overnight.
- syempre feel na feel ko tlga at natulog akong nakadress pa. haha. ang comfortable kaya. kaya ayun, sarap din naman ng tulog ko kahit maiksi lang din.
- ang sarap kasi magkwentuhan. may spin the bottle pa tayong nalalaman. :))
- at masaya ring maging scavenger. tipong, pinaghatian natin ung isang pirasong chicken na malamig na. at kumain ng chips na hindi naman tlga masarap. at maghati sa bawas ng 2 bottles ng tubig. kamusta naman un diba? haha. but still, i enjoyed it A LOT. :)
- kahit na tulog tau ng tulog (at basa ko ng basa ;]), at siyempre picture pa ng picture. :)) fun tlga.
- fun na makapipi ung isa dyan ng heart-shaped can na naging flat na.
- at maglakad papunta sa NAPAKAlapit lang na mcdo (ayun o, sa unang stoplight, kita ko na nga e. :)) )
- at makarinig ng R-18 word from ur dad. :)) kahit na aksidente lang un, that got us going. :))
edward. ok, i confess. weird ako. mainlove ba sa isnag vampire na ndi naman totoo (siyempre. xp) hai naku, bakit ba kasi nakakainlove tlga siya? aysus. ang ganda tlga ng TWILIGHT. as in i super recommend na basahin niyo siya. ok, so humagulgol ako sa first part ng NEW MOON (monday nun xp) at naiyak sa ending ng ECLIPSE. pero still, its so worth it. as in, adk na tlga ko. search dito search jan. i cant wait to read the last book this august and watch the movie this december. i really cant help but fall for edward. and i really am finding a HARD time accepting that edward cullen is a FICTIONAL character. T.T haha. so, hindi obvious na baliw na ko? wah. bago ko mag babble til dooms day dito, i have to move on to the nxt topic, haha. xp
O. grabe, ndi kita maintindihan. may gnwa ba kong mali sau? sorry kng mali interpretation ko sa actions mo, pro ganun kasi tlga ung labas e. sana kng galit ka man, or may ngwa man akong mali, kausapin mo ko. sna mabasa mo to, tapos kausapin mo na ko. ang hirap kasi e. sana tlga makapag-usap tau.
grad. grabe. ilang araw na lang. sobrang bumabaliktad tlga sikmura ko at the thought of it. excited for college, pro not ready to leave highschool. ilang balde kaya ang maiiyak ko sa grad? hai. pro sobrang laki tlga ng faith ko, na matutupad natin lahat ng gusto naten. na kng ano man ung gsto naten maging, mangyayari yun. i believe that. i believe in us. i believe in Him. :)
so ayun, nagdaldal lang ako dito. haha. try ko na upload pics and videos. :)
salamat sa lahat ng nakasama ko. :) SMB, avo, JS, mom, dad, mama, ate Jaya, EDWARD. ayie. haha. :)
Five People Survey Think of 5 people, but don't write their names. Stolen from Brooke Davis :) *excluding my family. ;)
PERSON ONE
What do you want to tell this person?:
you make me smile.... A LOT. =)
What music does he/she listen to?:
haha. he's not much into music.
When did you meet each other?:
years ago. xp
What is your favorite thing about him/her?:
everything. =)
Are you best friends?:
not really. xp
PERSON TWO If you could tell this person anything right now, what would you say?:
haha. ano gawa mo? haha. xp Where did you meet?:
quesci. :)
If this person wasn't a part of your life, would it be the same?:
super not. ='[ When you think of this person, what memory comes up?:
the way she makes everyone laugh. her simplicity and kindness. =)
Did you attend school with him/her?:
yup. ^^
PERSON THREE What secret do you want to say to him/her?:
i like you. haha.
Is there a song that reminds you of this person?:
uhm, great escape? haha. ^^
What do you like to do with him/her?:
exchange ferreros. hahaha. :))
Do you love this person?:
haha. haha. ask that again. XP
What is this person allergic to?:
uhm, emo people? haha. =o
PERSON FOUR
What movie have you two seen together?:
stardust [in theatre], final destination 3, the simpsons movie [house ko], meron pa ba? haha. xp
Have you two ever gone out before?:
yes. we're always together. haha. [poor me. haha.] ^^
What do you want to say to this person?:
i'll miss you so much. you guys changed my life. :)
How does this person dress?:
she is usually in pants and a shirt [long?], usually with converse. simple and cute. ^^ Do you act like yourself around him/her?:
absolutely. haha. ^^
PERSON FIVE
What is his/her favorite band?:
uhm , wala ata. haha. :)
Have something to tell her/him?:
yep. i'm gonna miss you. sorry for our few misunderstandings. i love you dears. :)
Has this person changed your life?:
a lot. :)
If you could, would you hug this person right now?:
would love to. haha. xp
Name your funniest memory with this person:
SO MANY TO MENTION!!! as in, there's noe dull moments when we're together. haha. :))
recently... i've watched myself fall in and out of love for the same guy for years. recently... i've learned that my rank has not improved, and i hope my mom doesn't get upset. recently... i've been smiling more often because of......................... =) recently... i''ve been through a lot of school stuff. recently... i've just learned that the prom sched has been moved. recently... more and more books have been added to my TO READ STUFF this summer. recently... i've been planning for my summer, and im soooooo excited. - summer job?
- driving lessons:)
- LSC come back. haha
- teach little kids. =)
- read read read.
- rest
- UP-M!!! enrollment and commute lessons :))
- watch House, Prison Break, Heroes, and Grey's Anatomy
- watch missed movies
- contemplate
- go out with friends :)
- magshopping para sa everyday casual wear for college. hahaha. :))
recently... i've been contemplating about our last remaining days as classmates. [i'll miss you AVO. T.T] recently... i've realized how much my family means to me. recently... i've realized how much I love debating (I miss and love you too DEBSOC) and how much it broke my heart to not be able to join our LAST contest and later finding out that i could have joined. [still depressed] recently... downloaded new songs to my itunes and phone. recently... trying to study really hard. recently... confused. how can you do this AGAIN? =) STILL... in love with friends, family, and GOD. :)
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may pics din nung tinanggal namin ung plastic c0ver ng bag0 naming s0fa. haha. kapag0d yun a. O.o |
it's 1:00 in the m0rning. i kn0w. a chance f0r me t0 sleep early. and yet, here i am updating this site. haha. crazy me. O.o i was reading Harry Potter 7 a while ag0. i read a part of it f0r ab0ut 5 minutes cause i immediately felt guilty f0r reading it when i still have s0 much t0 d0. then i read this line: "...He came across the one he sought almost at once, the y0ung Dumbled0re and his hands0me c0mpani0n, r0aring with laughter at s0me long-f0rg0tten j0ke.." that simple line s0meh0w struck me. things that make me laugh t0day... are things i might f0rget 10 years fr0m n0w... things that i g0 crazy over t0day... are things i might ign0re 10 years fr0m n0w... things that make me tremend0usly happy today... are things that w0n't matter 10 years fr0m n0w... funny h0w i actually laugh and scream 0ver petty things. and when i s0meday see the snapsh0ts 0f every part of my life. i w0nt remember the reas0n why my laugh wrinkles are evident tat time. these things make me w0nder whether i sh0uld live f0r t0day... 0r live f0r my t0m0rr0w. these things make me w0nder... if i am living my life the way i'm supposed t0. (h0w am i suppp0sed t0 anyway?) w0ndering if i will be remembered 100 yrs fr0m n0w f0r the things i have d0ne... 0r will my picture laughing with my friends be left unnoticed. useless and temp0rary. [[anyway, i still can't help but enj0y m0ments with my dearest dearest friends. =)]] _sentiments aka em0 m0de kxe_ 
whew... matagal2 na rin ak0ng di nag-uupdate... at namimiss k0 ng magtype/magsulat sa bl0g... ab0ut anything. haha. s0 here g0es my latest update... [[i might be f0rgetting a l0t of things th0ugh... =) ]] sch00l. hai, malapit na card day... sna lng tlga ok ung grades k0 [i kn0w, gc m0de]... excited na rin ak0ng makita card k0... but m0re nerv0us than excited. we have s0 many stuffs left t0 d0... sabi nila saken, ndi daw bc ang seni0rs... hell0, what d0 y0u call these eyebags? and all the cramming? still, i l0ve sch00l. =) ip. this is where my dilemmas start [and h0pefully end]... SEPTEMBER 17. judgment day. we d0 want t0 j0in intel. i h0pe we can finish 0n time... sana rin mapatawad na k0 ng gr0upmates k0 dahil sa lahat ng absences k0. hehe, l0ve ya slug gr0up. =) im als0 happy f0r the invaluable experiences we've had t0gether. im lucky t0 have y0u. =) nashdc. w0w... such an h0n0r t0 j0in a c0mpetiti0n like this. and such an h0n0r t0 be qualified f0r the 0ct0finals. m0re than that, im just thankful f0r the experience i can never f0rget... all the debates [which really taught me a l0t], all the pe0ple [aka j0b de le0n, the guy wh0 l00ked like francis, phisci pe0ple, and 0thers....], all the fun with quecsi debs0c. i cann0t be thankful en0ugh f0r the irreplacable frustrati0ns, and satisfacti0ns we've had... i h0pe that the c0ntestants next year w0uld win. =) X. haha. ewan k0. one of the best human beings i've met. a g00d pers0n. hai, pr0 i've decide... kakalimutan k0 na xa. [[well, sana. =)]] wla pa k0ng naisip na c0de name d2. aun, ewan. gust0 k0 na ata xa. kas0.... bka saktan lang ak0 nit0 if i c0ntinue.... kaya ewan... pr0, nkakamisz tlga... i've had a l0t 0f fun th0ugh. s0brang saya, s0brang c0ntented. pr0 im n0t sure if it will last, s0 im n0t sure if i sh0uld let myself be used t0 being this happy. [[hai naku, jessica, mak0ntent0 ka na kasi sa current happiness m0]]... haha. ewan. =) friends. God's blessings. hai, what can i d0 with0ut these earthlings? they're my weaknesses and strenghts. and im just happy that i have p0sitive pe0ple ar0und me.... SMB, h0shea, labs, debs0c, at sa lahat na.... y0u d0nt kn0w h0w much i appreciate y0u guys. thanks thanks thanks. =) aun, im still h0ping that i c0uld find myself. my happiness. the lasting one. =)
i can say that i am happy with my life. i just realized today how lucky i am... ^^i have the best family. i couldnt even ask for more. everything i need, i get from them. all the love i can possibly feel, i feel for them. God has truly blessed me. ^^i have the best friends. basta masaya ako ngayon. i realized na nahanap ko na ang mga bestfriends ko. tapos nandyan ang SMB. im happy cause i have bestfriends who listen, understand, and make me happy. i know i can trust them. and im thankful that i have them. sana nga, dito na lang sila nakatira sa bahay. haha. dreams. =) ^^i have God in my heart. i know that God loves me, He loves all of us. and sometimes i lose faith. my friends help me regain that. i wanna believe in God even more. I wanna trust Him with everything. I wanna submit to His will. pero, that's easier said than done. masaya talaga ko ngayon. kasi i know na i have positive people around me. good influences. people who make me laugh, instead of making me sad. people who are simply there. people who truly care. i hope i never overlook these things. in the busy ways of life, i hope i wont forget to remember these... i love and i am loved. =)
 | .S.M.B. | Jun 29, '07 11:02 AM
for everyone |
mahal na mahal ko kayo SMB.
you give me all the strength and happiness i could ever wish for.
i never want to lose anyone of you.
kahit na may trials sa friendship naten, lam ko na this happened so that we may appreciate and love each other more.
kahit na mukha tayong ewan kanina....
kahit na sobrang stressful ng lahat....
at the end of the day, it all boils down to 9 bestfriends, still together, still one.
im sorry din sa lahat ng na-apektuhan ng model family. we love all of you.
aun, i pray that we will never lose each other. i also pray that we may learn to love and trust each other more.
i love you so much SMB.
♥♥♥ü♥♥♥
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