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my day started out well.
i enjoyed social dance even though we did far from excellent in the practical exam. (okay. we sucked. haha. sorry camille.) it was still fun.
i loved the day more when he sent me a text message. :))
we had a looooong break because we had no comm1. (thank God!)
philosophy was also miraculously interesting today.
and my individual discussion will probably be rescheduled next week. (thank God again!)
see! my day was picture-perfect.
..........
until it was time to go home.
here were the catastrophes that folowed:(they merely foreshadowed what would happen next)- we were separated from chantel, kristan, and camille while walking towards pedro gil.
- i almost slipped because of the slippery pavement.
- somebody got hurt.
- we found out that our friends left already.
- i had to try exiting the LRT twice because the bar didn't work at first.
AND THEN.....(tatagalugin ko para mas emosyonal. haha.)- napansin ko na medyo deformed ung MRT card ko (na linagay ko sa backpocket ko nung uwian). as in sobrang hindi talaga prominent yung damage kaya hindi ko pinansin.
- pagka-bili ni Nikko ng card nya, pumunta na kami dun sa entrance bars (o kung ano man tawag dun).
- pinasok ko ung card ko, tapos... TICKET REJECTED GO TO THE TICKET OFFICE.
- nangiilam pa yung manong sa likod ko tas sabi nya, balikatad siguro. (manong, nakasakay na naman po ako sa MRT. pero salamat sa concern)
- triny ko dun sa katabing entrance. TICKET REJECTED GO TO THE TICKET OFFICE.
- so siyempre, pumunta na ko sa ticket office. (nandun na nga pala si nikko sa kabilang side)
- manong guard: bakit?
- ako: rejected po kasi eh.
- manong guard: (tinignan card ko) ai, patay, hindi na yan pwede!
- salamat sa support at optimism niyo manong.
- manong guard: sige, tanong mo dyan sa loob.
- ako: pipila po ako? (medyo mahaba)
- manong guard: hindi, sumingit ka na lang dyan.
- so siyempre, pumunta na ko sa dun sa gilid ng ticket office. pero hindi ako makasingit sa mga tao. i'm not good at those things, especially when all the competitors will do anything to get home as soon as possible. whatever it takes.
- kaya, pumila na lang ako.
- habang nasa pila ako, tinuro ni nikko ung mga mama dun sa harap, sumisingit ba naman! na-reject din ata tickets nila kaya sumingit na nga sila dun sa harap. argh! pwede pala talaga sumingit! grrrrr.
- nung ako na, sinabi ko kay ate na na-reject yung ticket ko. kinuha nya. tinignan. pinasok sa machine nila. ayaw din ata. nag-diskusyon pa sila nung isang ate sa office. hanggang sa sinabi nila, pumunta daw ako dun sa ticket office dun sa other end.
- so pumunta naman kami ni nikko. (kawawa talaga si nikko. sorry!!!)
- pagdating ko dun sa kabilang ticket office, tinignan na naman nung ate. sabi niya, "HINDI NA YAN PWEDE." ate, 70pesos pa laman niyan! gusto ko talagang sabihin sa kanya yun. grabe, wala siyang puso.
- siyempre, nakiilam na naman yung manong sa likod. (ibang maning na toh ah).
- "friendly" manong: stored value ba yan?
- ako: opo.
- "friendly" manong: bago?
- ako: twice ko pa lang po nagagamit.
- "friendly" manong: ano bang problema?
- ako: (pinakita yung card) ito po oh.
- "friendly" manong: yan lang? sabihin mo! ipaliwanag mo!
- ako: (frustrated na. hahahaha.)
- dahil feeling ko wala talagang puso si ate. pumila na lang ako dun para bumili ng bagong stored value card.
- 100pesos un. 500pesos na buo yung pera ko. "WALA NA PO BA KAYONG SMALLER BILL?" pinakita ni ate yung 500 nya. siguro kakabayad lang sa kanya. shem. wala pa siyang panukli. e ung isa ko pang bill, 500 din at simut na simut na barya ko. how lucky can i get.
- so punta naman kami ni nikko dun sa isa pang ticket office (iba pa dun sa una). natuwa pa ako kasi nakakita ako ng maraming 100's dun sa parang box ni ate. so, sinabi ko na na pabili ng stored value card na 100. biglang, "DUN PO KAYO SA KABILA."
- pagtingin ko dun sa pila, ANG HABA.
- ako: O.o
- manong guard: ano daw?
- ako: hindi na daw po pwede. (sad face)
- manong guard: patingin nga. (kinuha yung card) eh kakabili mo lang naman nito diba?
- ako: nung thursday pa po eh.
- manong guard: ah. kaya pala. kasi iingatan mo yung card mo. hindi pwede masira.
- ako: osige po, salamat kuya. (kahit pa po hindi nyo sinabi, kung pwde lang, ipapalaminate ko na mrt at lrt cards ko from now on :)) )
- manong guard: san ba kayo pupunta?
- ako: north avenue po. (hanggang ayala lang si nikko pero kailangan ko pa ba i-explain sa kanya yun?)
- manong guard: ah. edi dun ka na lang sa line na yun oh. maiksi pa. pang north ave na single journey lang dun.
- ako: ah. okay po. (I LOVE YOU MANONG!)
- so pumunta na ako dun sa pila. siguro, kung wala pa silang barya, o hindi ako pwde dun, o kung ano pa mang kamalasan, MAGLALAKAD NA LANG AKO PAUWI. pero wala naman. whew. nagkaron na rin ng matinong card.
- so ininsert ko na ung card dun sa may entrance. with matching kaba pa yun. kasi grabe ng kahihiyan sa mga staff ng MRT kung magka-problema na naman diba?
ATLAST, nakapasok na din.i couldn't apologize to nikko enough for the delay.
we spent about 20 minutes just shuffling from one ticket office to another.
good thing, he was patient (and very very very optimistic) all throughout.
or atleast that's what he showed me. haha.
how would i know if deep inside he thought that HE WILL NEVER GO HOME WITH SUCH A LUCK-DEPRIVED PERSON EVER AGAIN?
"i know it hurts. for what it's worth. it can only get better."
"'cause you had a bad day."
-kinakanta ni nikko habang nasa train na kami-
yes nikko,
i had a bad day.
but what matters most.
is that it was such a funny adventure.
i have to admit,
i got really frustrated.
but when i remember the things that happened.
i just couldn't help but laugh at myself.
i just couldn't believe that A SERIES OF UNBELIEVABLY UNFORTUNATE EVENTS even occur outside the pages of Lemony Snicket's books.
believe me, they do.
grabe, feeling ko mamamatay na talaga ako kapag ganito parin buhay ko bukas.  hahaha. grabe. sobrang useless ko talaga ngayon. :)) kasi next week pa kami magbabakasyon ng pamilya ko. i hope i can last until then. buti na lang may OUTING ang avo (at ilang bec ^^,) sa friday. makakaalis na rin ako ng bahay. gosh, i feel so suffocated. hahaha. tama ba namang mamatay sa boredom sa huling summer vacation ko? SAVE ME!kagabi nga, nag-senti na kami ni victoria sa text e. sa sobrang bangag namin. mga 12:30 na nun nung nagsimula akong magdrama at sinuportahan naman ni bec, kaya nagdrama na kami dun. :)) kasi may napanood ako sa tv, na babaeng magbebestfriends na 40 yrs old. tas naisip ko, sana kahit na may pamilya na kami, kahit na losyang na kami, hindi kami magkasawaan nila victoria, katleya, at angel. at pati na rin nila joyce, yza, audrey, lindsay, carla, at claudette. huhuhu. ayan na naman, nagsesenti na naman ako. :)) tapos namimiss ko pa si katleya. hindi na nga siya makakasama sa outing. mahina pa signal sa batangas. wah. huhuhu. haha. pero sana mag-enjoy siya sa fiesta. sa sobrang boredom ko, pati friendster ko na sobrang tagal ng static ay pinatulan ko na uli. at nagpaka-FC pa ako at nag-add pa ng ibang batchmates sa quesci na hindi ko naman kilala in person, sa name and face lang, buti na lang mababait sila. :)) sobrang desperado ako na may gawin sa buhay bukod sa manood ng tv, kumain, at matulog (aka BUHAY OINK OINK). grabe talaga, antaba taba ko na. excited na nga akong magpasukan para ndi na ko mattempt kumain at maburn ko na ang fats ko. :)) pati pa mga classmates kong avo ay kinukulit ko na sa multiply, at friendster nila. :)) comment dito. comment dyan. si airelle, yza, angel, victoria, migs, camille, calee, lemelen, shara ay ilan lamag sa mga iyon. pati si kate at calee, kinukulit ko sa ym. nakikisali na ko sa away nila na david cook VS david archuleta. :)) tapos forever kong kachat ang bestfriend kong si hoshea (buti di pa siya nagsasawa sakin :)) ). ayan, kaya sa mga nakukulit ko, sorry naman. :)) ayun pa pala, nung isang araw, parang naiinggit ako kela maci, claudia at iya dahil ateneo sila. naisip ko tuloy, tama kaya ang desisyon kong mag- upm. ang layo layo kasi. tapos marami pa daw snatchers at hold-upers. tapos parang madugo pa ang nursing. atleast sa ateneo, mas safe ung environment, tas 20 minutes away lang. pero naisip ko rin, na sobrang blessed ako na matanggap sa upm. kaya aun, pinush away ko na ung thoughts of regrets before they were able to engulf me.i am ultimately bored.
please save me.
may alam ba kayong...
movie?
tv series?
BOOK?
kahit anong interesting.
yung mga kasama sa gm ko,
kung unli kayo,
magreply na rin kayo.
hahaha!
kailangan ko kayo. :))
i need your salvation.
promise.
i'm dead serious.
HELP ME!!!
RULES:
A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.
B. These 8 people must state who they were tagged by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people.
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
-- edi i-bebetray ko rin xa! haha! >:))
2. What will you do if you do not share the same feelings as the person who likes you?
-- it happens. i just ask myself wheter liking him makes me happy... if not, haha! xp
3. What's your take on same-sex marriages?
-- wow. honestly, it's not nice.
4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
-- yes. but i have God. :)
5. What's your ideal lover like?
-- naku. i'm all for the nice-looking and nice guy e. pro i've learned, that sometimes, we fall in love with the MOST unlikely persons. :)
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?
-- loving someone AND being loved by him. :))
7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
-- if he doesn't accept who i am.. edi no, i can't change who i am just for him. pro depende din, e pano kung love ko talaga siya diba? haha!
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
-- naku, no to home wreckage ako. haha!
9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
-- hmmm... mother's day without my mom?
10. What do you want most in life?
-- contentment and happiness. (gayahin nalang si renie, haha.) [gayahin na lang si trebor. haha.] {gayahin na lang si yza. hahaha.}
11. Is being tagged fun?
-- ukii lan. pag bored ka, fun. :)
12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?
-- haha. bestfriend ko siya? haha.
13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
-- wow. hirap a. mommy? daddy? mama? papa? pwede is God?
14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
-- yza: cute, smart, fun. :) angel: cute, source of amazing stories, amazing. :)
15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
-- pwede married AND rich? you can work hard naman to become rich e. x]
16. If the person you secretly like cannot recognize you, what would you do/how would you react?
-- hahaha! maraming mas gwapo sayo sa mundo! :))
17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
-- no. leave some for yourself.
18. What's you're all time favorite song?
-- wah. hirap. T.T on my own? senti. haha!
19. What type of friends do you like?
-- haha. yung masarap kasama. tawa lang ng tawa. nasasabihan mo ng kahit ano. nakikinig sayo. pareho mo ng interests. and one who can bring me closer to God. :)
20. If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
--tatawa. haha. :))
** salamat angel and yza. :)
Five People Survey Think of 5 people, but don't write their names. Stolen from Brooke Davis :) *excluding my family. ;)
PERSON ONE
What do you want to tell this person?:
you make me smile.... A LOT. =)
What music does he/she listen to?:
haha. he's not much into music.
When did you meet each other?:
years ago. xp
What is your favorite thing about him/her?:
everything. =)
Are you best friends?:
not really. xp
PERSON TWO If you could tell this person anything right now, what would you say?:
haha. ano gawa mo? haha. xp Where did you meet?:
quesci. :)
If this person wasn't a part of your life, would it be the same?:
super not. ='[ When you think of this person, what memory comes up?:
the way she makes everyone laugh. her simplicity and kindness. =)
Did you attend school with him/her?:
yup. ^^
PERSON THREE What secret do you want to say to him/her?:
i like you. haha.
Is there a song that reminds you of this person?:
uhm, great escape? haha. ^^
What do you like to do with him/her?:
exchange ferreros. hahaha. :))
Do you love this person?:
haha. haha. ask that again. XP
What is this person allergic to?:
uhm, emo people? haha. =o
PERSON FOUR
What movie have you two seen together?:
stardust [in theatre], final destination 3, the simpsons movie [house ko], meron pa ba? haha. xp
Have you two ever gone out before?:
yes. we're always together. haha. [poor me. haha.] ^^
What do you want to say to this person?:
i'll miss you so much. you guys changed my life. :)
How does this person dress?:
she is usually in pants and a shirt [long?], usually with converse. simple and cute. ^^ Do you act like yourself around him/her?:
absolutely. haha. ^^
PERSON FIVE
What is his/her favorite band?:
uhm , wala ata. haha. :)
Have something to tell her/him?:
yep. i'm gonna miss you. sorry for our few misunderstandings. i love you dears. :)
Has this person changed your life?:
a lot. :)
If you could, would you hug this person right now?:
would love to. haha. xp
Name your funniest memory with this person:
SO MANY TO MENTION!!! as in, there's noe dull moments when we're together. haha. :))
YOUR GUY SIDE:
[x] You like hoodies.
[x] You like jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own/ed an X-Box.
[ ] Played with HotWheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[ ] You own/ed a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[x] You watch sports on TV.
[ ] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to high school football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect football cards.
[ ] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[ ] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ] Sports are fun.
[ ] Talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] Sleep with your socks on at night.
TOTAL: 7
YOUR GIRL SIDE:
[x] You wear lip gloss/stick.
[x] You love to shop.
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[x] You wear the color pink.
[x] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[x] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like hanging out at the mall.
[x] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry.
[x] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[x] Shopping is one of your favourite hobbies.
[x] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You were in gymnastics/dance.
[x] It takes you more than one hour to shower, get dressed.
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[x] You have more than 6 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[x] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume.
[x] You love the movies.
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[x] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] Like being the star of everything. TOTAL: 19
i' have just realized how girly i truly am. haha. girls just have more fun. =p
| You Are Rain |  You can be warm and sexy. Or cold and unwelcoming.
Either way, you slowly bring out the beauty around you.
You are best known for: your touch
Your dominant state: changing |
You Are a Frappacino  At your best, you are: fun loving, sweet, and modern
At your worst, you are: childish and over indulgent
You drink coffee when: you're craving something sweet
Your caffeine addiction level: low
You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
[[haha. wala lang. ^^]]
[ ] Gotten detention.
[ ] Gotten your phone taken away.
[ ] Gotten suspended.
[ ] Gotten caught chewing gum.
[ ] Gotten caught cheating on a test.
total so far: 0
[ ]Arrived late to class more than 5 times.
[ ]Didn’t do homework over 5 times.
[ ] Turned at least 3 projects in late.
[ ] Missed school cause you felt like it.
[ ] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class.
total so far: 0
[ ] got your mom/dad etc. to get you out of school.
[x] Text people during class.
[ ] Passed notes.
[x] Threw stuff across the room.
[x] Laughed at the teacher.
total so far: 3
[ ] dialed 911 from the pay phone
[ ] Pulled down the fire alarm.
[ ] Went on myspace, friendster, xanga, etc. on the computer at school or tried to
[x] Took pictures during school hours.
[x] Called someone during school hours.
[ ] Listened to an iPod, mp3 player, etc. during class.
total so far: 5
[ ] Threw something at the teacher.
[ ] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[ ] Broke the dress code.
[ ] Got caught breaking the dress code.
[ ] Failed a class.
[x] Ate food during class.
total so far: 6
[ ] Gotten a call from school.
[ ] Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly.
[x] Didn’t take your stuff to school.
[ ] Gotten a detention and didn't go.
[ ] Stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking.
[ ] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear but she didnt
total so far: 7
[x] Faked your parents signature.
[x] Slept in class.
[ ]Cursed at a teacher.
[x] Copied homework
Total: 10
all total:10
Multiply by 3
I screwed up 30% of 2007
57 Girl Confessions
1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?: hands are better :p (ayiee, september 2007 moments? :p)
2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress?: short poofy dress? haha. ^^,
3. What would you do if you received a long love letter?: i'll read it. read it. read it again. until i fully comprehend it. and appreciate the guy for the effort. :)
4. Group dates or single dates?: depens on the type of guy i'm with 5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends?: yes. 6. Are diamonds a girl’s best friend?: no idea O.o
7. Is your hair up or down today?: down in the morning. up in the afternoon (CAT). :(
8. Do you straighten your hair?: used to. before the disaster happened. :p
9. Favorite mascara?: can't even name any. O.o
10. Do you get your nails done?: toenails, sometimes. :)
11. Small or large purses?: depend on the occasion.
12. In your purse, what are your must haves?: powder, perfume, comb, cellphone, money. :) 13. Jeans or sweats?: jeans. :)
14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that’s uncomfortable?: sometimes. haha! :) 15. Do you text message a lot?: yes. :)
16. What would you do if you got pregnant?: now? ask God, why the miracle? :)
17. What’s your favorite color?: purple. pink. ^^
18. Heels or flats?: flats AND heels. :)
19. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?: yes. drama is love. haha. ^^
20. Would you ever leave the house without make-up on?: i dont even know how to put that on. :)
21. Walmart or Target?: Walmart? dun ko pa lang natry e. :)
22. Do you wear collared shirts?: yup. 23. Do you like preppy boys?: pwede naman. :)
24. Do you think lip gloss is the best!?: i like it. but i dont LOVE it, yet. :p
25. Do you own any big sunglasses?: yes. haha. :)) 26. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?: schooldays: 45 mins. lakwatsa days: 1 hr. Sundays: 2 hrs. hahaha. :)) 27. Do you like to wear band-aids?: what? uhm, no!? O.o
28. Do you like skater boys?: dont know one. :)
29. Do you often wish there was something you could change?: oo naman. :) 30. Gold or silver?: silver. :)
31. Do you like to receive flowers?: love them. wag lang roses. haha. pro pde na rin, bsta galing sa kanya. :p 32. Do you like surfer boys?: haha. ewan. O.o
33. Do you dress up for the holidays?: most of the times. :) 34. Do you like to wear dresses?: yes. girly girly. pero i dont wear them much. :)
35. On a scale of 1-10 how much do guys confuse you?: 8?! T.T :p
36. In the last 48 hours have you hung out with a guy?: hung out? depends on the def'n. :p
37. Would you date a guy shorter than you?: depends. siguro ndi. pro we can never tell. :p
38. Do you like to hold hands?: yes. haha. (the babuh?) :p
39. What is the youngest you would date?: a year younger. nyahahahahahahaha! :))
40. What is the oldest you would date?: doesnt really matter much. pro sna not more than 8 yrs older. hahaha! :))
41. What do you notice when you first meet a guy?: appeal? :p
42. Is it hot when guys sweat?: no!!?!! yuck naman. haha. ano bang tanung yan. haha. :p 43. What is the best feature in a guy?: personality. :) (naks:p)
44. Do you like making eye contact?: love it. :)
45. Are you afraid of the unknown?: yes. but my faith helps a lot. :)
46. Would you kill for chocolate?: maybe. haha. :p
47. Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?: no naman. all night lang siguro. :p 48. On a scale from 1-10 how fun is shopping?: 11! shopping is love. :)
49. Do you freak out if you miss your favorite show?: most of the times. haha. :))
50. Do you yell a lot?: i hope not. :)
51. Do you wear sweatpants/pajamas to school/work?: no. O.o 52. Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy?: i dont think so. :)
53. Do you write a lot of mushy love poems?: used to. :)
54. What makeup could you not live w/ out?: powder na tipong tinataktak lng. haha. dont love make-ups yet e. :P
55. Do you fall in love easily?: sadly, yes. (emo mode. haha. :p)
56. Do you have cramps?: my gosh! na-experience ko na siya one night. super sakit! mga thrice akong nagising dahil sa cramps just in one night! O.o
57. Do you think you have the bestest friend ever?: lots of them. :)
[[hindi naman ako bored. :p]]
1. The person(s) who tagged you
- anak ko0ong malamning... heverly. ^^,
2. Your relationship with him/her is
- anak k0 nga. xp
3. Your 4 first impressions of him/her
- kulet, sweet, friendly, always laughin'. =)
4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you
- hai. madami na. she's always there f0r me. and i so0o l0ve her. =)
5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you
- i lab y0u nanay. =) [[haha. kahit parang expressi0n na namin ung ganyan. =) ]]
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will
- "stare at her in disbelief. haha." -sag0t ng ank k0. gaya na ren ak0. haha. O.o
7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be
- wala na e. =P
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will
- this will ever happen. T.T but i'll always l0ve her. =)
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be
- di nya na ko pinapansin. haha. xp kulit, ndi nga t0 manyayare. dba, anak? xp
10. The thing you want to do for him/her now is
- tell her that she's g0nna be accepted f0r wh0 she is. =)
11. Your overall impression of him/her is
- a perfect daughter. =)
12. How you think people around you feel about you
- pard0n? O.o ahhh. ask them. =)
13. The characteristic you love of yourself is
- fear and l0ve of God. =)
14. The characteristics you hate of yourself are
- super kulit minsan. masungit sa parents. drama queen!! =(
15. The most ideal person you want to be is
- i sh0uld be c0ntented. i sh0uld be c0ntented! haha[[just tryin t0 c0nvince myself. xp ]]
16. Say something to the people who care about and like you
- thanks f0r caring. i l0ve being cared f0r. =) thanks f0r liking me. i h0pe i like y0u to0. haha. xp
17. Pass this quiz to 11 people whom you wish to know how they feel about you
a. Migs
b. Jean
c. Yza
d. Jessa
e. Trish
f. Aryen
g. Nikki
h. Hoshea
i. Claudia
j. Orlie
k. Kuya Munoy
From the list: Who is f having a relationship with? (F.)
- haha. ewan. O.o
Is i a male or female? (I.)
- female
If g and j are together, will it be a good thing? (G. and J.)
- hahahahaha!!! orie-nikki. i'll intoduce them. oh n0o0's. haha. =))
How about h and e? (H. and E.)
- hoshea-trisha. pwede. atleast boy-girl relati0nship. hehe. xp
What is b thinking about? (B.)
- jean? happy thoughts? haha. =)
When did you last have a chat with c? (C)
- aww. tagal na rin e. we last saw each other nung crime practice. =)
What kind of music band does h like? (H.)
- religi0us stuff. =)
Does a have any siblings? (A.)
- yup.
Will you woo c? (C.)
- ahaha... yza? haha. unavailable? haha. peace. xp
How about k? (K.)
- nyahaha. sure! kuya munoy, will y0u be...... haha. xp
Is d single? (D.)
- malapit ng hindi. hahaha. lab y0u labs. xp
What's the surname of e ? (E.)
- Caranto. :)
What's the hobby of d? (D.)
- chatting with............................. (me?) haha. xp
Talk something casually about a. (A.)
- mabuting kaibigan. masipag magtext. matalino.
Have you tried developing feelings for g? (G.)
- haha. nice question. =)
Where does i live at? (I.)
- s0mewher in cuba0. galing nga kami dun kahap0n e. =)
Are e and k best friends? (E. and K.)
- ndi ata... =|
Is f the sexiest person in the world?(F.)
- haha. pwede. xp
NOW
Is your hair up?
- no. bawal e. T.T
Your phone right beside you?
- yes. (actually my m0m's. T.T)
Do you wish you were somewhere else?
-yes.
Do you have plans for tonight?
- nope.
Are you wearing makeup?
- nope
Are you wearing chapstick?
- no.
Are you cold?
- not really.
Are you tired?
- very. glad you asked. T.T
Are you excited?
- no.
Are you wearing pajamas?
- no.
PAST
Anything you regret?
- anthingSsSsSsSs i regret? XD
Ever stuck gum under a desk?
- no. haha. that would be fun though. haha. ewww. =P
Ever spit at someone?
- what?!?
Ever kicked something living?
- i dont think so. Ever had your nails done?
- prom. xp
Ever thrown up because you cried so
hard?
- maybe whn i was a child. =)
LAST WEEK
Had any plans last week?
- yes. yes.
Who did you see most last week?
- parents, classmates. Was last week interesting?
- dont even remember.
TODAY
Have you yelled at someone?
- hopefully not. =)
Have you cried?
- not yet. haha.
SPILL YOUR GUTS:
First thing you did this morning?
- woke up. then slept again.
Last thing you ate?
- chips ahoy. yumie. =)
What's something you look forward to
most in the next 2weeks?
- bdayz. =)
Whats the last movie you saw?
- the sentinel? Do you believe in long distance
relation ships?
- depends. Have you been cheated on?
- nbsb. =)
Do you think someone is thinking about
you right now?
- haha. *thinks* hopefully. =P
Do you wish on stars?:
- when i see them.
Does it work?
- not really. i pray though.
When was the last time you cried?
- tuesday.
Do you like your handwriting?
- haha. no.
Are you a friendly person?:
- sometimes.
Are you keeping a secret from the
world?
- haha. yes. yes.
Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
- my parents. (tinamad akong kunin ung fan ko sa labas e.)
What color shirt are you wearing?
- white.
What is the color of your bedsheets?
- floral e.
What were you doing at 11 last night?
- watching. texting. and io thingies.
Last person you talked to:
- my dad.
Look to your left:
- ok. still alone. haha.
Ever cried on your friends shoulder?
- yes. makes me feel a bit better.
Song that makes you sad?
- your guardian angel. on my own. Are you a normally happy person?
- when im with the right people. haha. =)
Is your self-esteem low?
- maybe.
Wha t color are your eyes?
- uhm, ewan? Long or Short Hair?
- let's not talk about hair. T.T haha. xp
Current Music?
- your guardian angel. =)
it's 1:00 in the m0rning. i kn0w. a chance f0r me t0 sleep early. and yet, here i am updating this site. haha. crazy me. O.o i was reading Harry Potter 7 a while ag0. i read a part of it f0r ab0ut 5 minutes cause i immediately felt guilty f0r reading it when i still have s0 much t0 d0. then i read this line: "...He came across the one he sought almost at once, the y0ung Dumbled0re and his hands0me c0mpani0n, r0aring with laughter at s0me long-f0rg0tten j0ke.." that simple line s0meh0w struck me. things that make me laugh t0day... are things i might f0rget 10 years fr0m n0w... things that i g0 crazy over t0day... are things i might ign0re 10 years fr0m n0w... things that make me tremend0usly happy today... are things that w0n't matter 10 years fr0m n0w... funny h0w i actually laugh and scream 0ver petty things. and when i s0meday see the snapsh0ts 0f every part of my life. i w0nt remember the reas0n why my laugh wrinkles are evident tat time. these things make me w0nder whether i sh0uld live f0r t0day... 0r live f0r my t0m0rr0w. these things make me w0nder... if i am living my life the way i'm supposed t0. (h0w am i suppp0sed t0 anyway?) w0ndering if i will be remembered 100 yrs fr0m n0w f0r the things i have d0ne... 0r will my picture laughing with my friends be left unnoticed. useless and temp0rary. [[anyway, i still can't help but enj0y m0ments with my dearest dearest friends. =)]] _sentiments aka em0 m0de kxe_  
bad hair m0nths... >>i can see them coming... hai, haha. ang pangit ko tlga. haha. i wish it never happened. haha. pero ngaun na ganito na buhok ko, i have no choice but to deal with it for atleast a month. wah, ang pangit ko sa bday ko. haha. anyways, maganda parin naman ak0. hahahahahaha. =) huhu. T.T there are some people we keep coming back to... >> bkt ganun? may mga taong onting pansin lng say0, para ka nang ewan. s0brang saya. pr0 bakit un pa ung ta0ng hindi m0 man lng sch00lmate? pe0ple u barely see. pe0ple u rarely comunicate with. per0 parang may understanding kayo. y0u b0th understand that y0u'll always have each other. that when ur current l0ve life g0es wr0ng... he's the first person ul think about, and then u realze, that he's the only constant thing in ur messy life. and when another crazy feeling blooms and ends the same fast ways, you still have him. he still has you. and s0meh0w, u wish that it won't be just an understanding that y0u'll always have each other, that somehow, it will be a reassurance. a sure thing. happiness... >> when will i ever learn to be independent? ung tipong ndi nakadepende ung mood ko sa isang tao. sa pag txt nya. pag reply nya. pag gm nya. pag im nya. bkt ganun? ung tipong, pag di xa nagrep, sad ka na the whole night. pro isang txt nya lng, nababaliw ka na sa kasiyahan? ang unfair dba? why do i always have to be depending on someone else's feelings for me inorder to be happy? why do i even fall this easily? (btw, sad ako ngaun. guess why? haha. huhu. T_T) faith and love. >> the two things that keep me going. when all else is wrong, faith is the only thing I have left. cause i know that God would listen to me without judgment. that God loves me beyond any conditions. that even if everyone would hate me, He will be there to continue loving me. and i actually wanna have more faith. cause I know that it is the only thing that REALLY matters. that all my concerns (aka ugly hair, crazy love life, weight, ETCETERA) isnt really worthy of my care. i know these things. but i find it hard to live them. faith is all i need. s0 many things to deal with. s0 little time to deal with them. kaya ko to. GO raphaela! =)
well, nanakawan lng naman ako ng cp. but before you think of how tragic my tuesday was, i want to clear out that i got it back. haha. i know, we're that great! :) naglalakad kami non ni auds pauwi. mga 8 na cguro kxe gumawa pa kami ng prob set sa math. bumili pa nga ko ng mc flurry bago kami umalis. twice pa lng ako nakakain nun. edi xempre, feel an feel ko naman ung pagkain ko....suddenly, this man bumped into audrey, pinaghiwalay kami. tpos ginitgit ako.... i felt on one of the most scary feelings i have ever felt, naramdaman kong may kinuha sa bulsa ko. i checked my pocket immediately, and as i expected, wla na dun ung phone ko... ambilis ng mga pangyayare.... lumakad ung mama na parang wlang nagyare. tpos for a splitsecond, nag-isip ako....should i call him? hit him? let go of the incident? i pulled his clothes from the back.napalingon naman xa. tinanong kami kng bakit. sabi ko KINUHA MO PHONE KO!!todo deny naman xa. mejo nag-histerical na ata ko dun. pinaulit2 ko sa knya, k auds at sa mga nakatungangang naghihintay ng fx na KINUHA NIYA UNG PHONE KO!!everytime he tried to walk away, hinaharangan xa ni super audrey with her long black lovable umbrella. hanggang sa, bgla nyang hinulog sa floor ung cp ko. pinulot naman ni auds agad. sabi pa nya, NAPULOT KO LANG YAN! what!? di ko tlga na-gets yon. tpos naglakad na xa ng mabilis paalis. naginginig na ko nun. sobrang takot. kaba. ambilis kxe nung mga pangyayari. hindi ko na nakain ung mc fluury. i was really shaking when i got home. tinapon ko na ung mc flurry pag dating sa bhay.and i thought to myself how i'll never eat that again.what have i learned? - i was lucky to have audrey by my side. she shared me her strength.
- God loves me so much. I know He protected us.
- the world is full of trickery.
- life is full of heroism.
- i can be strong. i can be brave. im not as fragile as i think.
- my mom loves me. my whole family loves and understands me.
- my tito loves me. he wanted to take revenge on that man. :)
- everything happens for a reason.
i know that that didnt happen for no reason at all. God wanted to teach us something. God wanted to teach him something. i hope he doesn't hurt anyone. i hope God may show him the way. this is the first time people told me that im brave. it feels good. im not as brave as most people are. but i found out that i can be brave too. i can be strong. it doesnt hurt to be invincible once in a while.
this is my third attempt to write a post. honestly, i dont know what to say. i have a lot of things in mind. but i dont think that they even make sense. i wonder why abysmal confusions cloud my mind. ab0ut admirati0ns, ab0ut grades, ab0ut upcat, ab0ut everything. it doesnt make sense to me. why do we realize the importance of people when they're gone?why do we regret the past? why do mistakes haunt us? why do we learn to like the most UNavailable pe0ple? why do we search for love but want to quit loving when happiness is trapped by sorrow? why do we always question God and not the man who questions him?why do we live as if today cannot be our last day? why do we not understand that sorrow is a part of life? why do we secretly wish to be praised?why do i stay late at mcdo when i have so much to do? why do i want to the most handsome guy when there are a lot everywhere, but a guy who understandsme is a needle in a haystack? why do i go on a diet when after death God wont weigh me and send me to hell if my fat?why do we fear death when it may only hurt for a minute or so?why do i aim to forget him when all i have to do is find someone new? why do i post entries in a blog that no one really reads? why cant i think of an explosive ending for this post? EXPLODE!!! bo0m!
summer's ab0ut t0 end.
tw0 m0nths 0f l0ve. tw0 m0nths 0f s0rr0w. tw0 m0nths 0f happiness. tw0 m0nths 0f disc0ntent. tw0 m0nts of further gr0wth. tw0 m0nths 0f summer.
there is n0 d0ubt that i felt summer pass me by. the heat was in itself en0ugh t0 ruin a beautiful day. this summer was a h0t 0ne. did i feel the vacati0n? n0w that's an0ther st0ry... i have t0 admit that i feel disc0ntented with the length of our rest peri0d.
we 0nly had 0ne m0nth 0f rest, the 0ther 0ne was spent, studying. 0h yes, studying, waiting f0r the time t0 expire, waiting f0r the less0ns, m0ck quizzes and m0ck UPCAT and ACET to end. and it did, after a m0nth. even th0ugh i spent that m0nth thinking instead 0f sleeping, i have t0 admit that i still feel happy that i t00k the review less0ns, n0t only did i learn t0 c0mmute, but i als0 spent time with friends and m0st imp0rtantly, i h0nestly feel that the less0ns really help my brain refresh its past acquaintances with math and sience. it was w0rthwhile.
believe it 0r n0t, in the sh0rt passage 0f time, i had tw0 infatuati0ns. and a l0t of new crushes (please d0nt make me c0unt). h0wever, i leraned s0mething imp0rtant this summer. i'm y0ung. we're y0ung. i realized why d0 i keep 0n searching f0r new kilig m0ments, when n0ne of them last? i realized that the time will c0me f0r me t0 find the right pers0n. and by that time, it will be the right time. the time t0 take things seri0usly. but as 0f n0w, im a catterpillar inside a c0c00n. n0t yet ready t0 expl0re the danger0us w0rld. waiting f0r my time t0 finally c0me.
i als0 realized an0ther thing, i'm fragile. i'm easily br0ken. i'm like a p0rcelain vase that can easily br0ken, but cann0t be reassembled easily. and 0nce y0u've reassembled me, i'm a different vase, a vase that was 0nce br0ken. a vase that is n0w scarred and inc0mplete. i get hurt easily. i cry a l0t. each tear, i 0ffer t0 g0d, cause i kn0w that he al0ne can make me str0nger, he al0ne can give me the patience t0 wait and the strength t0 endure.
many g00d things happened. many bad things happened. still, i feel happy with the vacati0n i had. its better t0 have a m0nth 0f vacati0n than t0 have n0ne at all.ü
my last sch00lyear in quesci is ab0ut t0 start. my last sch00lyear as the classmate 0f SMB. my last sch00year 0f highsch00l. my last sch00l year where i can call myself a SCIENTIAN. my lastsch00lyear t0 walk the gr0unds 0f the sch00l that has watched me bl0ss0m int0 the pers0n that i am t0day. my last sch00lyear t0 gr0w with the very witnesses 0f my gr0wth. my last sch00lyear spent in the very shelter 0f my awakening. my last sch00lyear in quesci.
la lng. share k0 lng. kc nung thursday, pauwi na kami galing LSC. it was the usual routine. kaming apat ay sumakay sa dyip na tung0 sa up campus. maay0s ang lahat. maganda ang buhay. sila vict0ria at catleya ay bumaba na sa balara [[balara nga ba??]], ang isang terminal ng dyip na tungo na sa tandang s0ra kung saan sila nakatira. kami naman ni angela ay bumaba sa dulo ng kanyang ruta. naglakad pa nga kami mula kant0 patung0 sa kalyeng daanan ng dyip tung0 sa sm north kung saan kamai papunta. natagalan kami sa paghihintay. una ay may dumaang dyip ng sm n0rth ngunit it0 ay punong-puno ng nagkukumpulang mga ta0. kaya naman hindi namin it0 pinara. makalipas ang mga sampung minut0 ay dumaan muli ang isa pang dyip tungo sa sm n0rth. walang kata0-ta0. marahil ay apat lamang ang kanyang sakay. ngunit ang ewang mama ay hindi pumara. panu ba nama'y siningitan xa ng isa pang dyip na wala namang halaga sa amin. hmp! panibago na namang paghihintay.
makalipas ang habangbuhay. may muling dumaang dyip! madalim ang l00b nit0 kaya naman sabi namin ay unti lamang ang laman nit0. pinara namin. nauna si angela pagsakay. ngunit napansin k0 na na sisksikan na ang mag ta0 sa l00b. tinawag ko xa "angel!" ngunit hindi nya na ak0 narinig. ang isang aleng masarap kalbuhin ay sumingit!! hmp! nauna pa tuloy sya sakin pagpas0k. pagtungtong k0 ng dyip ay agad na umandar si man0ng. aba naman! hindi na kasya ang malaki k0ng pwet kahit saan! nakatayo ak0 ng mga 15 segundo. ako ay nakasuot ng mga 4-inch heel n00n. kya naman hnd tlga ak0 kasya pagtay0. sabi sakin ni angel ay kumand0ng na lamang ak0. sabi k0, "ikaw na lng kumand0ng sakin." "ay0k0. ikaw na."
e0n na nga, sa l00b ng isang maliit na dyip tungo sa sm north ay may isang 15-gulang na babaeng, mga 5"5 ang tangkad noong panahong iyon ang nakakand0ng sa knya kaibigang babaeng mas maliit sa kanya. aba, tumatawa pa ang dalawang babae sa harap k0. gust0 k0 na nga silang sipain gamit ang napakatulis k0ng tak0ng eh. pr0 sa tot00 lng ay tumatwa din kami nun. sino ba naman ang di matatawa?! tawa kami ng tawa sa sitwasy0ng aking kinalagyan. buti na lng at makalipas ang mga 3 minuto na parang habangbuhay ay pumara na ang isang babae sa tabi namin. ahai. ang sarap umup0.
at jan nagtatap0s ang aking jeepney m0ment. sna lamang ay hndi ko na ulit mnakita ang mga ta0 sa l00b ng jeep na iy0n. ahai. nakakahiya. nakakatawa.ü
wow. andami k0ng gs2ng isulat ah. haha. di ko 2loy alam how to start.. hmmmm.....
DEBATE. okei naman. tinuruan namin kanina ung inc0ming juni0rs. msaya naman.ü xempre bsta debs0c, masaya. okei din naman. nakapagpractice kami. bilib nga din kami sa 3rd yrs eh, magaling din kaht 1st tym.ü congrats. bsta practice lng tau ng practice.ü we can do this.ü
CHEESY POPS. mwahaha. bukas na ang scheduled date ng pagkain namin. haha. ays00s. xcited. :p nakakain na ko n2, masarap.ü pero iba ung buaks eh, pinag-ipunan kxe tlga namin to nila close. haha. pizza of l0ve. haha.ü
SINS. haha. may kasalanan ako k howell. di ko kxe nasabihan c ma'am na m0rning sex0n xa kanina. s00ree how. dean! grabe! di kta natawagan! kxe khap0n lng ak0 natxt ni ma'am. tp0s tinext k0 na ung iba. nakalimutan na kita tawagan. wah. naku. sayang di ka 2loy nakapunta. sayang. sayang. soree.
ROOM. naglinis ako ng r00m k0. hehe. mukha na ulet xang r00m. haha. ilang days kya tong ta2gal ng gan2!?ü
YOSHIKO. aysus. ang 2nd kong inaanak. haha. achievement!? aun. ansaya2 naman ng bday nya. enjoy. tap0s tinuruan pa ko maglu2 ni angel ng spaghetti. haha. yey. mejo marunong na ak0.ü bsta, anganda tlga ng kanyang celebrati0ns. hehe. galing nila tita kat eh.ü
FAT. ays00s, summer na naman. one of the few reas0ns kng bakit ayaw k0 ng summer ay dahil tumataba ata ak0. kxe cgur0 alang mgawa, kya kumakain na lng. tap0s ndi naman na u-use ung calories. haha. aun, sna di ak0 maxad0ng tumaba dis summer. antaba k0 na nga eh. hai. sna lng tlga.ü kaya ko toh!!
MODEL. grabe. mahirap pala tlga noh!? kxe nuon, naicp k0 madali lng. eh cla angel, pinagtripan ako, pinagsuotan ako ng g0wns tap0s nagp0se2. grabe nga eh. haha. ang init. ang sakit sa paa. ang hirap mag-icp ng p0se. haha. ang weird0 tlga ng trip namin. thanks anyways.ü
INIT. grabe, napaka-init tlga ngaung summer. as in!! grabe tlga!! feeling k0 one of this days, i'll just tumble d0wn cause of heat stroke! grabe!! T.T
KUMON. aun, last week k0 na ngaun sa kum0n. di k0 na kxe kya eh. bc kxe. lal0 na pag 4th yr. kea, i had to give it up. sayang nga eh. i'll misz having to finish my daily hws and my nice teachers.ü
FAMILY. naku, ga2wa ak0 ng p0st bout my family.ü i love them s0o0 very much.ü
aun, ala na k0ng maicp. andal2 ko tlga. hehe. til next tym.ü
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haha. la lng. galing lng. mabilis magprint compared sa canon namin noon. tsaka mas maganda ung quality. tahimik pa. tsaka kaht na lagi akong snasabihan na low on ink na, maganda parin naman ung print. :D kea ayan, maghp na kau..
haha:P
hai naku. ang sarap tlga maglibot sa gftgate kht na nsa kabilang dulo pa xa ng sm. tutal malapit din naman dun ung ba2an namin from LSC.
hai, ang cute2 ng items dito. pro grabe, ang MAHAL tlga. as in ung wallet na maliit. 600. ung piggy bank. 800. hai, grabe tlga. pro ang cute nung items. kng bata pa ko. cguro pi2litin ko tlga parents ko na bilhan ako dun.
the funny thing is, kami ni angel, laging pumupunta dun afetr ng review. pr0 from the very beginning. isang item palang ang nabibili namin. LOLLIPOP. haha. worth 4 pesos. haha. kahiya tlga. :D
if ur sooper rich, and u luv hello kitty, my melody and the likes, i suggest u go here.
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