jessica raphaela's posts with tag: ücruxxezü
i was never really sure about being a nurse.my parents didn't coerce me to take the course. but they greatly influenced my decision. yesterday... was our NSTP. and honestly, I  IT.actually nag-over time pa nga ako eh.voluntarily. martyr ko diba? haha. pero kasi i really enjoy being there. okay. so gwapo talaga yung isang intern sa ENT - where i was assigned. at may kilig moment pa ko with him. hahaha. pero kahit pa wala siya,i'm sure i'll still look forward to my wednesdays from now on.kawawa yung mga patients dun. i want to do something for them. actually, naguiguilty ako dahil mag-aabroad talaga ko. i realized that i want to help these kind of patients. i want to help the people of the Republic of the Philippines. (naks. hahaha.)
i realized that maybe, just maybe -
i will learn to love being a nurse.
note to self: bago ka magiging nurse, mag-aral ka munang mabuti at ipasa mo board exam a!
i hate doing autobiographies.i have to make one now.break muna. stressful eh.i've been staring at the Microsoft Word Document's blank page for about 30 minutes now.first sentence pa lang, hirap na hirap na ako.it's so hard to write about yourself.and it's even harder to make your life interesting when it's not.honestly, my life is no drama.i need a break.
THE NOTEBOOK.
watched it last night on etc. forgot how beautiful the movie is.
and they are re-running it right this moment.
loooooooooove. :)
PACMAN.siyempre panalo ulit si manny. naaawa lang ako dun kay diaz, bugbog na bugbog eh. boxing is such a sad sport. anyways, proud pa rin ako kay manny. haha. PHILO.
hai salamat. natapos ko na ung final outline ko at naprepare ko na rin yung index cards ko. grabe, yun lang ginawa ko kahapon.
NURSING1.i was assigned to do the script of our presentation. that's what i did from about 11am-4pm. natapos ko na rin yung draft at nasend kay bayani. sana naman katanggap-tanggap siya. haha. SUNGIT.
naku, ang sungit sungit niya talaga. naku. ang sungit. buti na lang patient ako (sa kanya).
good thing he somehow makes me laugh. :)
note to self: kahit pa july 15 pa deadline nito. start writing jessica! don't cram! change your lifestyle! you can do it!
*who could write me my AUTO-biography?*
yey. sinipag ulit ako. there's really something sooo wrong with me. i mean, i'm jessica. the girl who enjoys blogging. and posting anything on her multiply site. and yet.. for some reason, i suddenly dreaded posting. hahahaha. and all my best friends noticed my sudden lack of new posts. hahaha. :)
so... here i am, magdadaldal ulit about my first-half of summer. yay.
PIDC.well, this probably launched my summer. hahaha. we volunteered for this inter-collegiate debate competition. it was exhausting. but it was fun. i got to tour UP's eng'g bldg and the palma hall. haha. it was really fun watching the debates...and meeting new people! (one of which offered to eat my left-over chicken) haha. ;) it was honestly enjoyable though. everyone was amazing.  HANA KIMI.haha. i was starting to imitate a pig about to be slaughtered (as i do every summer). when suddenly i watched this show on ABS. at first, i didn't like it that much. but it turned out to be fun. haha. ang gwapo pa ng bida. go BRIAN. go WU CHUN. yay! it's a very funny series at kilig din. wieeee. what really made the show fun is the fact that i got to watch them with my bestfriends. mas masaya nga sana kung buong SMB. kaso baka hindi nila magustuhan ang hana kimi. hahaha. so ayun, it was really fun. yung adventures na pinagdaanan namin. yung pagkakaron ng buhay sa bahay namin. yung pagsama sa iba diyan sa UPD para sa medical. hahaha. yung pag-commute commute. yung pagkain. yung maling pagclick sa remote control nan XBOX nila bec. yung pag-surprise sa iba diyan. hahahaha. basta lahat, i really enjoyed those three days. hope we could do it again some time. LAGUNA.i never really expected that i would enjoy staying there as much as i did. as in, ayaw ko pa talagang umuwi nun. i really miss a lot of things there. i miss my family there. i miss being forcely fed by my lola. i miss taking care of my lolo. i miss my makulit na tita. i miss my nice tito. i miss my madaldal and lovable cousin Ana. i miss them all. i miss the uga-uga which i love sitting on. haha. i miss the terrace where we star gaze. i miss seeing a lot of stars and constellations. i miss the fresh air. i miss watching loveholic on their tv and dvd. i miss opening the tv without cable. i miss having no internet. haha. get it? just everything. one unforgettable thing there is how i met my second cousins. they were from cavite at bakasyon lang din sila sa laguna. it was the first time we met each other. haha. and the funny thing is crush ako nung pinsan ko na ka-age ko named mcneil. hahaha. tawa talaga ko ng tawa nung kwinento yun sakin ng lola ko the day after i met my cousins. my ninang overheard my cousins talking and she told my lola. detailed pa yung pagkwento nya a. kwinento pa ung pagka-describe sakin and all. that part, nahiya na ako. haha. nakakailang pala. hahaha. cute din naman yung pinsan ko. haha. sabi nga ng lola ko, buti nagkakilala na kami kasi baka daw magkaligawan pa and we'll be like star-crossed lovers from teleseryes. hahahaha. really enjoyed my stay there. hope i can go back soon. LOVEHOLIC.my new found addiction. grabe. i could not tell you enough how much i loved the story. grabe grabe grabe talaga! i wish all people in the world could love and be loved that way. i could not find the perfect word to describe the love the two people here have for eah other. i've watched it twice already. and i'm not ready to stop. hahaha.  SUMMER LOVIN'.hahahaha. i'm just really happy right now. haha. so many things are happening. super happy ako. haha. and it's fun to enjoy things just as they are. and i'm really contented right now. overwhelmed pa nga eh.  well, sorry for the long post. haha. nahahawa na talaga ko kay victoria. hahaha.
the first half of my summer was fun. hope i enjoy the latter-half even more. and you too. ;]
  i am finally taking the time to post about my current craze.... TWILIGHT aka EDWARD CULLEN.okay. so i am crazy about a fictional vampire... and i am proud of it. :)) well, technically i am crazy over the books. i tell you, THEY ARE GREAT. one of those series of books that you just can't put down once you've started to read it. my maximum reading time is less than 2 days and my minimum is less than a day. I JUST CAN'T STOP.the story is one of a kind. the romace is oh-so-kilig. and ofcourse, EDWARD IS JUST FLAMING HOT! :))[ok, so vampires are cold, but still, he is hot xp] its about a girl who just moved in with her dad to a place called Forks. she never thought that she would fall in love with this small town...until... she fell in love with Edward Cullen. an inhumanely beautiful man who turns out to be a vampire. a vampire who stays with his adopted family (all vampires ofcourse) as they try to change their ways and not drink human blood. they feed on animals instead. it was a routine until Edward met Bella. and found out that not only could he not read her mind (he has this special talent of reading (almost) everyone's minds) but there was a huge part of him which thirsted for Bella's blood ironically.... THEY FALL IN LOVE.so... i do hope you read the books. they are written by stephenie meyer. and watch the movie... coming out on December 12, 2008. Robert Pattinson (who played Cedric in harry potter) plays Edward. and Kristen Stewart as Bella. they are ok with me. so there... i am currently stuck in the small town of Forks... dreaming about Edward Cullen... living in their world of vampires and werewolves (i hate JACOB BLACK-you'll see why). so probably my plans of reading a LONG LIST of books this summer would be put aside for a while as I stay stuck with Edward... i just dont want to leave their world just yet.i could read twilight, new moon, and eclipse over and over again. still, i would never get tired of this contemporary Romeo and Juliet love story...and ofcourse of EDWARD.EDWARD CULLEN QUOTES
(just a few of my faves )What if im not the superhero? what if im the bad guy? Do you think your life would be easier if you wernt in love with me?
Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. very dark, but there were stars- points of light and reason... And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddently everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. when you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everythign went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.
Would you please tell me what you're thinking? BEFORE i go mad? You should probably know I'm breaking the rules right now. Well, not technically, since he said I was never to walk through his door again, and I came in the window... But, still, the intent was clear.By the way, I'm not leaving you. If I could dream at all, it would be about you.And I'm not ashamed of it.Look after my heart---I've left it with you.
But jealousy... it's a strange thing. So much more powerful then I would have thought. And irrational!
Im so very sorry, would you understand if I said I was only human? Bella, I coundn't live with myself if I ever hurt you. You don't know how it's tortured me...the thought of you, still, white, cold...to never see you blush scarlet again, to never see that flash of intuition in your eyes when you see through my pretenses...it would be unendurable...you are the most important thing to me now, the most important thing to me ever. I was just wondering why you stabbed him, Not that I object
Do you have any idea of how much you mean to me?how much i love you?I thought I'd explained it clearly before. Bella, I can't live in a world where you don't exist.
Do I dazzle you?I promise to love you forever - every single day of forever.
Sleep my Bella. Dream happy dreams. You are the only one who has ever touched my heart. Therefore it shall always be yours. Sleep my only love.
wow. andaming nanyari these past days. sobrang dami kong gustong isulat. if you are currently reading this entry, that means that i was able to overcome my laziness. i just miss writing (well, technically, typing xp).
monday. a very sad day for me. ang hirap. nakakalungkot. nakakainis. nakakaguilty. lahat yan pinagsama sa isang gabi. so, as the emotional and weak person that i am, iyakan na naman.
prom. no question na sobrang mas na-enjoy ko prom last yr. mas maganda venue, mas maayos program, mas maganda music. pro ayos lang din naman, may happy and sad parts naman.
- ikaw. hai naku, regret ka jan. alam mo bang sobrang lungkot ko dhl di mo ko sinayaw? haha. nagdrama? pro kahit na riniregret mo rin un, nakakalungkot lang din tlga. may paexplain explain ka pa. haha. last chance na e. aysus, haha. pati si angel, nalungkot. haha. well anyway, ayos na naman. :)
- you. sige lan, paalala mo pa mga nanyari. haha. pero ayos lang din naman kasi atlst, snabi mo. ayoko rin naman kasing maulit un. salamat sa pagwarn at pagpayo. sorry dahil pinalo kita ng pinalo. haha. salamat. :)
- kaw. ayun, salamat sa lahat. sa sayaw and everything else. :)
- u. hai naku, nalulungkot ako dahil dun. hai, sana lang tlga. pro aus lan, di mo naman un klangan gawin. haha. atlst. :)
overnight.
- syempre feel na feel ko tlga at natulog akong nakadress pa. haha. ang comfortable kaya. kaya ayun, sarap din naman ng tulog ko kahit maiksi lang din.
- ang sarap kasi magkwentuhan. may spin the bottle pa tayong nalalaman. :))
- at masaya ring maging scavenger. tipong, pinaghatian natin ung isang pirasong chicken na malamig na. at kumain ng chips na hindi naman tlga masarap. at maghati sa bawas ng 2 bottles ng tubig. kamusta naman un diba? haha. but still, i enjoyed it A LOT. :)
- kahit na tulog tau ng tulog (at basa ko ng basa ;]), at siyempre picture pa ng picture. :)) fun tlga.
- fun na makapipi ung isa dyan ng heart-shaped can na naging flat na.
- at maglakad papunta sa NAPAKAlapit lang na mcdo (ayun o, sa unang stoplight, kita ko na nga e. :)) )
- at makarinig ng R-18 word from ur dad. :)) kahit na aksidente lang un, that got us going. :))
edward. ok, i confess. weird ako. mainlove ba sa isnag vampire na ndi naman totoo (siyempre. xp) hai naku, bakit ba kasi nakakainlove tlga siya? aysus. ang ganda tlga ng TWILIGHT. as in i super recommend na basahin niyo siya. ok, so humagulgol ako sa first part ng NEW MOON (monday nun xp) at naiyak sa ending ng ECLIPSE. pero still, its so worth it. as in, adk na tlga ko. search dito search jan. i cant wait to read the last book this august and watch the movie this december. i really cant help but fall for edward. and i really am finding a HARD time accepting that edward cullen is a FICTIONAL character. T.T haha. so, hindi obvious na baliw na ko? wah. bago ko mag babble til dooms day dito, i have to move on to the nxt topic, haha. xp
O. grabe, ndi kita maintindihan. may gnwa ba kong mali sau? sorry kng mali interpretation ko sa actions mo, pro ganun kasi tlga ung labas e. sana kng galit ka man, or may ngwa man akong mali, kausapin mo ko. sna mabasa mo to, tapos kausapin mo na ko. ang hirap kasi e. sana tlga makapag-usap tau.
grad. grabe. ilang araw na lang. sobrang bumabaliktad tlga sikmura ko at the thought of it. excited for college, pro not ready to leave highschool. ilang balde kaya ang maiiyak ko sa grad? hai. pro sobrang laki tlga ng faith ko, na matutupad natin lahat ng gusto naten. na kng ano man ung gsto naten maging, mangyayari yun. i believe that. i believe in us. i believe in Him. :)
so ayun, nagdaldal lang ako dito. haha. try ko na upload pics and videos. :)
salamat sa lahat ng nakasama ko. :) SMB, avo, JS, mom, dad, mama, ate Jaya, EDWARD. ayie. haha. :)
Five People Survey Think of 5 people, but don't write their names. Stolen from Brooke Davis :) *excluding my family. ;)
PERSON ONE
What do you want to tell this person?:
you make me smile.... A LOT. =)
What music does he/she listen to?:
haha. he's not much into music.
When did you meet each other?:
years ago. xp
What is your favorite thing about him/her?:
everything. =)
Are you best friends?:
not really. xp
PERSON TWO If you could tell this person anything right now, what would you say?:
haha. ano gawa mo? haha. xp Where did you meet?:
quesci. :)
If this person wasn't a part of your life, would it be the same?:
super not. ='[ When you think of this person, what memory comes up?:
the way she makes everyone laugh. her simplicity and kindness. =)
Did you attend school with him/her?:
yup. ^^
PERSON THREE What secret do you want to say to him/her?:
i like you. haha.
Is there a song that reminds you of this person?:
uhm, great escape? haha. ^^
What do you like to do with him/her?:
exchange ferreros. hahaha. :))
Do you love this person?:
haha. haha. ask that again. XP
What is this person allergic to?:
uhm, emo people? haha. =o
PERSON FOUR
What movie have you two seen together?:
stardust [in theatre], final destination 3, the simpsons movie [house ko], meron pa ba? haha. xp
Have you two ever gone out before?:
yes. we're always together. haha. [poor me. haha.] ^^
What do you want to say to this person?:
i'll miss you so much. you guys changed my life. :)
How does this person dress?:
she is usually in pants and a shirt [long?], usually with converse. simple and cute. ^^ Do you act like yourself around him/her?:
absolutely. haha. ^^
PERSON FIVE
What is his/her favorite band?:
uhm , wala ata. haha. :)
Have something to tell her/him?:
yep. i'm gonna miss you. sorry for our few misunderstandings. i love you dears. :)
Has this person changed your life?:
a lot. :)
If you could, would you hug this person right now?:
would love to. haha. xp
Name your funniest memory with this person:
SO MANY TO MENTION!!! as in, there's noe dull moments when we're together. haha. :))
recently... i've watched myself fall in and out of love for the same guy for years. recently... i've learned that my rank has not improved, and i hope my mom doesn't get upset. recently... i've been smiling more often because of......................... =) recently... i''ve been through a lot of school stuff. recently... i've just learned that the prom sched has been moved. recently... more and more books have been added to my TO READ STUFF this summer. recently... i've been planning for my summer, and im soooooo excited. - summer job?
- driving lessons:)
- LSC come back. haha
- teach little kids. =)
- read read read.
- rest
- UP-M!!! enrollment and commute lessons :))
- watch House, Prison Break, Heroes, and Grey's Anatomy
- watch missed movies
- contemplate
- go out with friends :)
- magshopping para sa everyday casual wear for college. hahaha. :))
recently... i've been contemplating about our last remaining days as classmates. [i'll miss you AVO. T.T] recently... i've realized how much my family means to me. recently... i've realized how much I love debating (I miss and love you too DEBSOC) and how much it broke my heart to not be able to join our LAST contest and later finding out that i could have joined. [still depressed] recently... downloaded new songs to my itunes and phone. recently... trying to study really hard. recently... confused. how can you do this AGAIN? =) STILL... in love with friends, family, and GOD. :)
i l0ve the sh0w. l0ve the s0ng. l0ve phillip. l0ve christian. l0ve everything ab0ut it. <3 Import.flv (9.6 MB)
s0 many things t0 d0. _finish 50 m0re pages of crime and punishment_ _start reading harry p0tter seven despite 0f all the sp0oilers (grrr!)_ _study f0r UPCAT_ _prepare myself f0r UPCAT_ _ip (need i say m0re?)_ _physics and math n0tes_ _study f0r peri0_ _stay tuned ab0ut UAAP_ _miss my m0m (i sh0uld)_ _think of X_ _smile m0re 0ften_ _think 0f X_ _update this r0tting bl0g_ and s0o0o0o0o0 little time t0 d0 them.
its amazing how one person can change your entire day. how one person can do something so simple. yet that simple thing becomes something so special. because of one simple reason....he was the one who did it. =) i hope this can last forever. i hope i won't wake up from this dream. because when i do, i know the only thing left for me to do, is to let him go. and cry. cry. until i convince myself that he's simply not the one.
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for everyone |
how can one person have such a great impact on your life?
how can one person make you happy without doing anything?
how can that person be the person you shouldn't like?
how can that person be the person who may forever hurt you?
how can that person be the hardest person to forget? tha hardest to resist? and the easiest to fall for?
how can that person be X ?
grabe, ang cute tlga nung guy dit0. ang swerte ni avril lavigne. haha.ü
s00per cute nya especially when he smiles. grabe, di k0 ma-explain eh. pr0 grabe, i really find him attractive. haha.ü
sana dumami pr0jects nya s0 that i'll get t0 see him m0re.ü
ay0n, i just wanted t0 share my new 0bsessi0n. haha.ü
|  | the h0ttest guy walking on this earth. i s0o0 l0ve him.ü
btw, he's the star 0f the hit series PRISON BRAEK.ü watch it!!ü |
 | Category: | Movies | | Genre: | Science Fiction & Fantasy |
s0o0 catching.ü
i'm really excited t0 watch this film. let's all watch it, ayt?!ü
ewan. i had t0 stay at my l0la's h0use kxe lininis ng helper ung h0se namin aun. masaya naman.ü
higlights:
2.4 kbps lang ung rate ng internet sa pc ng tita k0. w000h. bilis n0h! niyak nga ak0 sa kakatawa eh. di k0 alam na may ganun. pr0 nung dumating tit0 k0 sabi nya mag-rec0nnect kami. tp0s nung nag-rec0nnect, 46.6 na. thank G0d. ü
jann0. hala, nakita k0 ung ex-crush k0ng bad b0y. ala lng. past is pats. :P
takaw. hala, ang takaw k0 ngaun. magpapakagut0m na lng ak0 bukas. ;)
jayajay. while im typing this p0st. et0 katabi k0 pinsan k0. tul0g na sa bed k0. sleep0ver ulet.ü
nikz. sana maay0s naten un.
bodie. i realized na cute tlga xa. ahai.
nil desperadum. there is n0 res0n t0 despair. i have al0t 0f reas0ns t0 make me sad t0day. pr0 naisip k0, im t00y0ung t0 w0rry ab0ut th0se things much. kea, fell0w teens, nil desperadum, owkei?!
survival. ü
ays00s. bsta, crux k0 ata tlga t0h. kilig ak0 eh. secret na lng kng cn0. ahehe.ü
nakita k0 kxe xa sa church kanina. aun, hapee lng ak0. nagpaplay na ulet xa ng beatb0x sa 915 masz. mas gumaling na xa.ü s0brang bilib ak0 sa knya eh. un nga ata ung reas0n kng baket k0 xa crush. ü
ays00s. cute din t0h. actually, gwap0 ata ung mas appr0priate term. payat. maputi. bsta, gwap0. ahehe.ü rich din nga pala, N93 lng naman ang cp nya. ü
tap0s ninang k0 m0m nya. ahai, madrama nga buhay nya eh. he lives with his grandma n0w. pers0nal kya ndi k0 na isha2re...
m0st imp0rtantly, he was my little gr00m. haha. church wedding kxe ng parents k0 nun, tap0s, little bride ak0, xa ung little gr00m k0.ü ahahaha. cgur0, nakalimutan nya na un. eh kxe naman, ak0 nga, wla ak0ng pake nu0n eh. hehe.ü
aun, ewan. i d0nt want t0 c0mplicate things. i just admire him. peri0d.ü
hai nak0o0. ang cute nya talaga. ndi xa ung tip0ng super gwap0 or what. but i like him. ang cute cute nya pag nagsasmile. tap0s ang baet nya pa sa ending ng spidey3. haha. sp0iler ba? s0ree.
anyway, bsta i like him.ü
naiinis nga ak0 kxe ndi k0 xa napancin in the past 2 spiderman flicks. di k0 2l0y xa natitigan sa big screen. balak k0 nga ulet panu0rin ung spidermans eh. ays00s. haha.ü
i'm a stalker of my celeb crushes. haha. kya et0, nagre2search na k0 bout him. okei naman backgr0und nya. eng maj0r. painter. act0r. direct0r. screenwriter. w00h00. talented n0h!? ahehe. ü
aun, la lng. ü
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