i was never really sure about being a nurse.my parents didn't coerce me to take the course. but they greatly influenced my decision. yesterday... was our NSTP. and honestly, I IT.actually nag-over time pa nga ako eh.voluntarily. martyr ko diba? haha. pero kasi i really enjoy being there. okay. so gwapo talaga yung isang intern sa ENT  - where i was assigned. at may kilig moment pa ko with him. hahaha. pero kahit pa wala siya,i'm sure i'll still look forward to my wednesdays from now on.kawawa yung mga patients dun. i want to do something for them. actually, naguiguilty ako dahil mag-aabroad talaga ko. i realized that i want to help these kind of patients. i want to help the people of the Republic of the Philippines. (naks. hahaha.) i realized that maybe, just maybe - i will learn to love being a nurse.

note to self: bago ka magiging nurse, mag-aral ka munang mabuti at ipasa mo board exam a!

my day started out well.
i enjoyed social dance even though we did far from excellent in the practical exam. (okay. we sucked. haha. sorry camille.) it was still fun. i loved the day more when he sent me a text message. :)) we had a looooong break because we had no comm1. (thank God!) philosophy was also miraculously interesting today. and my individual discussion will probably be rescheduled next week. (thank God again!)
see! my day was picture-perfect. .......... until it was time to go home.
here were the catastrophes that folowed:(they merely foreshadowed what would happen next)- we were separated from chantel, kristan, and camille while walking towards pedro gil.
- i almost slipped because of the slippery pavement.
- somebody got hurt.
- we found out that our friends left already.
- i had to try exiting the LRT twice because the bar didn't work at first.
AND THEN.....(tatagalugin ko para mas emosyonal. haha.)- napansin ko na medyo deformed ung MRT card ko (na linagay ko sa backpocket ko nung uwian). as in sobrang hindi talaga prominent yung damage kaya hindi ko pinansin.
- pagka-bili ni Nikko ng card nya, pumunta na kami dun sa entrance bars (o kung ano man tawag dun).
- pinasok ko ung card ko, tapos... TICKET REJECTED GO TO THE TICKET OFFICE.
- nangiilam pa yung manong sa likod ko tas sabi nya, balikatad siguro. (manong, nakasakay na naman po ako sa MRT. pero salamat sa concern)
- triny ko dun sa katabing entrance. TICKET REJECTED GO TO THE TICKET OFFICE.
- so siyempre, pumunta na ko sa ticket office. (nandun na nga pala si nikko sa kabilang side)
- manong guard: bakit?
- ako: rejected po kasi eh.
- manong guard: (tinignan card ko) ai, patay, hindi na yan pwede!
- salamat sa support at optimism niyo manong.
- manong guard: sige, tanong mo dyan sa loob.
- ako: pipila po ako? (medyo mahaba)
- manong guard: hindi, sumingit ka na lang dyan.
- so siyempre, pumunta na ko sa dun sa gilid ng ticket office. pero hindi ako makasingit sa mga tao. i'm not good at those things, especially when all the competitors will do anything to get home as soon as possible. whatever it takes.
- kaya, pumila na lang ako.
- habang nasa pila ako, tinuro ni nikko ung mga mama dun sa harap, sumisingit ba naman! na-reject din ata tickets nila kaya sumingit na nga sila dun sa harap. argh! pwede pala talaga sumingit! grrrrr.
- nung ako na, sinabi ko kay ate na na-reject yung ticket ko. kinuha nya. tinignan. pinasok sa machine nila. ayaw din ata. nag-diskusyon pa sila nung isang ate sa office. hanggang sa sinabi nila, pumunta daw ako dun sa ticket office dun sa other end.
- so pumunta naman kami ni nikko. (kawawa talaga si nikko. sorry!!!)
- pagdating ko dun sa kabilang ticket office, tinignan na naman nung ate. sabi niya, "HINDI NA YAN PWEDE." ate, 70pesos pa laman niyan! gusto ko talagang sabihin sa kanya yun. grabe, wala siyang puso.
- siyempre, nakiilam na naman yung manong sa likod. (ibang maning na toh ah).
- "friendly" manong: stored value ba yan?
- ako: opo.
- "friendly" manong: bago?
- ako: twice ko pa lang po nagagamit.
- "friendly" manong: ano bang problema?
- ako: (pinakita yung card) ito po oh.
- "friendly" manong: yan lang? sabihin mo! ipaliwanag mo!
- ako: (frustrated na. hahahaha.)
- dahil feeling ko wala talagang puso si ate. pumila na lang ako dun para bumili ng bagong stored value card.
- 100pesos un. 500pesos na buo yung pera ko. "WALA NA PO BA KAYONG SMALLER BILL?" pinakita ni ate yung 500 nya. siguro kakabayad lang sa kanya. shem. wala pa siyang panukli. e ung isa ko pang bill, 500 din at simut na simut na barya ko. how lucky can i get.
- so punta naman kami ni nikko dun sa isa pang ticket office (iba pa dun sa una). natuwa pa ako kasi nakakita ako ng maraming 100's dun sa parang box ni ate. so, sinabi ko na na pabili ng stored value card na 100. biglang, "DUN PO KAYO SA KABILA."
- pagtingin ko dun sa pila, ANG HABA.
- ako: O.o
- manong guard: ano daw?
- ako: hindi na daw po pwede. (sad face)
- manong guard: patingin nga. (kinuha yung card) eh kakabili mo lang naman nito diba?
- ako: nung thursday pa po eh.
- manong guard: ah. kaya pala. kasi iingatan mo yung card mo. hindi pwede masira.
- ako: osige po, salamat kuya. (kahit pa po hindi nyo sinabi, kung pwde lang, ipapalaminate ko na mrt at lrt cards ko from now on :)) )
- manong guard: san ba kayo pupunta?
- ako: north avenue po. (hanggang ayala lang si nikko pero kailangan ko pa ba i-explain sa kanya yun?)
- manong guard: ah. edi dun ka na lang sa line na yun oh. maiksi pa. pang north ave na single journey lang dun.
- ako: ah. okay po. (I LOVE YOU MANONG!)
- so pumunta na ako dun sa pila. siguro, kung wala pa silang barya, o hindi ako pwde dun, o kung ano pa mang kamalasan, MAGLALAKAD NA LANG AKO PAUWI. pero wala naman. whew. nagkaron na rin ng matinong card.
- so ininsert ko na ung card dun sa may entrance. with matching kaba pa yun. kasi grabe ng kahihiyan sa mga staff ng MRT kung magka-problema na naman diba?
ATLAST, nakapasok na din.i couldn't apologize to nikko enough for the delay. we spent about 20 minutes just shuffling from one ticket office to another. good thing, he was patient (and very very very optimistic) all throughout. or atleast that's what he showed me. haha. how would i know if deep inside he thought that HE WILL NEVER GO HOME WITH SUCH A LUCK-DEPRIVED PERSON EVER AGAIN?
"i know it hurts. for what it's worth. it can only get better." "'cause you had a bad day." -kinakanta ni nikko habang nasa train na kami-
yes nikko, i had a bad day.
but what matters most. is that it was such a funny adventure. i have to admit, i got really frustrated. but when i remember the things that happened. i just couldn't help but laugh at myself. i just couldn't believe that A SERIES OF UNBELIEVABLY UNFORTUNATE EVENTS even occur outside the pages of Lemony Snicket's books. believe me, they do.
i hate doing autobiographies.i have to make one now.break muna. stressful eh.i've been staring at the Microsoft Word Document's blank page for about 30 minutes now.first sentence pa lang, hirap na hirap na ako.it's so hard to write about yourself.and it's even harder to make your life interesting when it's not.honestly, my life is no drama.i need a break.

THE NOTEBOOK. watched it last night on etc. forgot how beautiful the movie is. and they are re-running it right this moment. loooooooooove. :)
PACMAN.siyempre panalo ulit si manny. naaawa lang ako dun kay diaz, bugbog na bugbog eh. boxing is such a sad sport. anyways, proud pa rin ako kay manny. haha. PHILO. hai salamat. natapos ko na ung final outline ko at naprepare ko na rin yung index cards ko. grabe, yun lang ginawa ko kahapon.
NURSING1.i was assigned to do the script of our presentation. that's what i did from about 11am-4pm. natapos ko na rin yung draft at nasend kay bayani. sana naman katanggap-tanggap siya. haha. SUNGIT. naku, ang sungit sungit niya talaga. naku. ang sungit. buti na lang patient ako (sa kanya). good thing he somehow makes me laugh. :)
siyempre, i just took a break. again.
note to self: kahit pa july 15 pa deadline nito. start writing jessica! don't cram! change your lifestyle! you can do it! *who could write me my AUTO-biography?*
actually, i have a lot of things to do.prepare for the individual discussion for philosophy1.(sa thursday na ako at ndi pa ko nakapagpa-consult) write our script for our N1 presentation. compose my NSTP journal entry. start my autobiography. and some other school-related slash important stuff.and yet i find myself blogging in multiply. NAKAKATAMAD EH.
hahaha.  pero promise, gagawin ko na lahat yan after lunch. :) i'm just taking a break. i don't want to start feeling toxic during the 3rd week of classes. bad omen yun. ganda ng WANTED, nuod kayo! :) congrats BLOCK26, LOUDEST BLOCK. haha, yea. x) back to work.
disclaimer : nakalimutan ko mag-picture picture. i love this day so much.nakakapagod. pero sobrang saya ko talaga. minsan talaga, pag nakikita mo mga kaibigan mo. tsaka mo narerealize how terribly you miss them.ayan, iisa-isahin ko, in order sa pagkita ko sa kanila. goodluck sakin. :)) yza.strangely enough, never pa kami nagkita sa UPM since first day. :)) pero kanina, nagkita kami sa sm, tas sabay pumunta sa UPD. yey. :) katleya.wah. sobrang namiss ko tumawa kasama ni close. hai, nakakatawa ang mga stories nya about her oh-so-lovable eng11 prof at sa classmate nyang "newly bathe". :)) joyce.wieeee, i'm so happy to see her again! sayang ndi kami masyandong nakapagkwentuhan, pero ansaya parin. at sayang ndi na siya nakasabay to quesci. camille.nakita ko sila sa may palma hall, nakatambay dun. haha. nakakatuwang makita uli sila. :) calee.ayun, nandun din siya sa as. wieeeeee. sayang, ndi tayo nakapagchikahan! :)) shantrel.kasama rin siya sa circle sa may as. katuwa. haha. :)) hans.wah! namiss kong masilaw sa kagwapuhan nya! haha, miss you hans! paul.naku, pagkatapos kitang purihin sa blog ni yza, aawayin mo pa kami ni close kanina?! :)) kamiss rin si paul, ang kanyang kabaitan/kasamaan. :)) audrey.wieeee. nakita ko na rin ang ka-village ko sa wakas. :)) namiss ko si auds. cj.wah. sobrang sobrang sobrang saya ko talaga na makita si cj. sobrang unexpected. hindi na talaga ako umasa kasi feeling ko talaga nagtatago na siya samin. :)) pero ang saya talaga, catching up with him, ansaya kausap. at salamat rin sa form5 mo, cj. :)) miss ko na IP group naten lalo na ang off-campus days! angel.wah. sobrang miss ko na si angel at ang mga chikahan namin. sayang nga may quiz sya tom kaya ndi kami masyadong nakapagkwentuhan, sana next time, mas mahaba angating pagkikita. miss na kita! lc.wieeeee, nagkita rin tayo. namiss kita promise! hai, sayang sandali lang din tau nagkita at sorry nga pala dahil ang bagal namin kumain ni yza :)) jason gelvezon.haha, wala lang. nakta ko rin siya sa math bldg canteen :) jerick.wieeee, nagkita rin tayo, hehe. :) orlie.naku, buti na lang ndi sinabi ni orlie na tumaba ako :)) namiss ko ang pagtwag nya sakin ng taba :)) ang haba na ng buhok nya at ang tangkad na! miss you! :) victoria.nakita ko sila ni angel sa may jeep na opposite direction. :)) ayun, sobrang miss ko na to. kaya masaya na nakapagkwentuhan, kahit may sakit siya (pagaling ka!). basta, sobrang miss ko na na makita kayo everyday at mag-coop ng mag-coop. :)) neil.wieeeee. ang rich kong soulmate. :)) kamiss. buti nakabisita din sya. :) hevs.
wieee. nakita ko rin si hebs, sa may as. katuwa, namiss ko ang anak ko. conjie.siyempre, nagpaka-FC na ako at tinawag ko sya. :)) mejo mejo mejo close naman kami e. :)) migs.pag katapos namin hintayin, muntik pa kaming isnabin. :)) pero ansaya, nakita ko uli siya. nakakamiss talaga.(ilang beses ko na ba nasasabi ang word na "miss" sa entry na to?) at nakita uli namin siya nung nandun kami sa may bench sa tapat ng as. :) rod.nakakaiinis si rod, umalis ba naman pag dating namin sa tapat ng as. :(( cholo.patawid na kami from palma, tas biglang may sumigaw, "taga-manila oh!', paglingon ko sila cholo. :)) namiss ko makakwentuhan toh, kahit na inapi nila ko, ansaya makipagkwentuhan. :) hoshea.naku, taguan ba naman ako? hahaha. pero may reason naman daw. buti nakapasok siya, kaso may sakit pa ata. namiss ko talaga si hoshee. pasakay na kami ng jeep nung tinawagan ko uli siya para naman magkita kami bago ko umalis. ayun, nag-give up din at sinabi na kung asan sila :)) ndi kami masyado nakapagkwentuhan, pero just the fact na makasama sila, enjoy na :) raphael.namiss ko to. wala pa kasing nang-aaway sakin sa upm. haha,although si ej ang nagstart sa pang-aaway sakin, siyempre si rap ang pinakamagaling mang-away. :)) nakakamiss sila makausap at nakasabay rin naman sila ni cho sa jeep pauwi. aaron.ang lalaking nanuod ng oblation run, kainggit. :)) kahit ndi kami msayadong close, nakakatuwang makita uli siya :) ephraim.si ej ang nagsimulang mang-away sa upm :)) kaya aun, tinadtad na nila ko ng pang-aapi. bakit ba kasi ndi pumunta si jp kanina? :(( hahaha. pero nakakamiss ang humor ni ej. at ang buong si ej. :) joshua.wieee, dala nya ang kanyang t-square nung lumapit siya samin sa may bench. :)) salamat ej sa pagbgay ng ibang meaning sa detachable at super habang "t-square" ni joshua :)) jean.wieeee, close labs ko. :D buti nagkita tau. miss you too! :) haha. wow ang galing ko. :)) ayun, marami pa kong nakitang mga scientians na batchmates. nakakatuwa pala talaga sa upd. hai, nakakainggit. :( pagpunta namin sa quesci. bawal.( what do you expect?) kaya ayun, nag- MCDO na lang kami nila close at bec. namiss ko ang MCDO na iyon.hai. memories. i really enjoyed this day.i got to be my whole self again.it felt real nice.i guess absence does makes the heart grow fonder.but presence is really nice as well.especially after such a long absence.promise. bibisitahin ko uli kayo. and remember. august 19. quezon city day. kayo naman bibisita sa UPM.

two weeks.
of adjustments. of meeting new people. of going to new places. of gaining new experiences.
of college.
my first two weeks of college. COMMUTE.service nung elementary. hatid sundo nung highschool. commute ngayon. sobrang wala talaga akong kaalam-alam sa pagcocommute. first time ko sumakay ng FX mag-isa. mag-LRT at MRT mag-isa. na-experience ko rin mag-bus at jeep one desperate day. nakakapagod.nakakastress.but actually, MASAYA.parang everyday is an adventure.everyday is new. new encounters.new challenges.new discoveries.naks, lahat yan ay nakukuha ko sa pagcocommute. :)) sa first two weeks ko ng pagcocommute, i experienced: hindi makahanap ng FX at halos ma-late na lumagpas ung mamang FX kaya linakad ko mula PNB hanggang padre faura. sumakay sa bus na para na akong sardinas (pero mababait yung mga mama dahil pinapunta nila ako sa gitnang part at yung isang ale na tinawag ako para paupuin nung paalis na siya) kausapin ng katabi kong mama sa bus. magka-problema sa mrt card ko dahil lrt card ko ung napang-exit ko.  at marami pang iba. BLOCK26.new people.new great people. masaya ako kasi marami na akong bagong kaibigan sa block (at sa batch at sa college). tas ang babait pa nila. tas masaya rin kasama. am just happy kasi through this adjustment period, i have people who feel the same way and experience the same things.miss ko na highschool friends ko. UPM has been wonderful, pero siyempre, i still can't help but long for my high school life back. i know that i will never forget my highschool life. and i will never learn how to un-love it.but i also know that i'll get used to this college life.and i will learn to love it.someday soon. ACADEMICS.PE. don't even ask. Comm1. nice prof, but secretly falls asleep during class. Philo1. grabe, grabe, grabe. Nursing1. "baterol", "padiiiikit-diiiiikit" SocSci1. wala lang. Math11. nice prof, okay naman ung lectures, pero madugo daw exams. NSTP. SCARY prof. pero excited na ako sa OPD. yey. nakapag-blog din about college. :)) this is Frank's by-product. tapos wala ring pasok tom. i love MANILA DAY.

*insert insert* buddy ko nga pala si
KUYA MARK VIRGIL MEDRANO yey. excited na ako magka-buddy. thanks in advance kuya.

updates. sira parin ang smart bro til now. so goodluck naman at naka-dial up ako. namimiss ko ng tadtarin ng posts ang multiply ko every week. argh. haha, sorry sa naghihintay ng pics nung avo outing. promise, i'll upload them once naayos na ang connection namin. :)
driving lessons. wieeeee. tapos na ang driving lessons ko. :)) enjoy naman at maraming natutunan. sa una, nakakakaba talaga. feeling ko mapapatay ko lahat ng taong madadaanan namin at mababangga ang lahat ng kotseng makakasalubong namin. :)) pero nawala din naman yung takot slowly. mas comfortable na ko ngayon. practice practice na lang para gumaling naman ako. :)) salamat sir warren. :)
haircut. so okay. another hair disaster. please remind me to NEVER get a haircut before any major event in my life. so pumunta kami kagabi sa david's at riniquest si mr. ojie (siya na kasi ung regular hairdresser namin dun). sabi ko, trim lang po at paiksian ng side bangs. tas sabi nya, uso ngayon ung straight bangs. tas sabi ko, ah, next time na lang po... ayaw pumayag. tas mommy ko naman sinuportahan pa siya. asus, mukha tuloy akong cleopatra ngayon. ahuhu. but i learned not to care much about it... hahaba din naman uli ang bangs ko, at after a month, balak ko na bumalik para magpa-side bangs na uli. :))
highschool. hai, goodbye na talaga. i can't believe i have to wake up in the morning and not go to quesci. and not see my classmates. and not do everything the way i had to do them for 4 years. wah. COOP! GUARD HOUSE! FLAG CEM! SMB! AVO! QUESCI!
college. kamusta naman yun at college na pala talaga ako. i am nervous about the more difficult challenges ahead and the numerous changes i'll undergo. but at the end of the day, what matters most, is that we do our best and we do everything for God. kaya ayun, whatever comes, i know everything will turn out fine. :)
first day. wah, first day of college na bukas. ano kaya mangyayari? malalate kaya ako? hahaha. i hope i can make many new friends. wieeeee. hahaha.
summer. overall, ayos naman summer ko. parang bitin ng unti dahil andami ko pang books na gusto basahin... at asianovelas na gusto panuorin. :)) hahaha. ang cute kasi ng stories nila e. ang cute cute pa ni wu zun at joe cheng. :)) nakapagpahinga naman din dahil normally, 8-9hrs tulog ko. :)) at nakapag-bakasyon din sa laguna at thailand. i can't say that this is my happiest summer vacation...pro mukhang eto na last ko ee. haha. pero i have to say, i also enjoyed my vacation.
BUH-BYE summer. HELLOOO college.
grabe, feeling ko mamamatay na talaga ako kapag ganito parin buhay ko bukas.  hahaha. grabe. sobrang useless ko talaga ngayon. :)) kasi next week pa kami magbabakasyon ng pamilya ko. i hope i can last until then. buti na lang may OUTING ang avo (at ilang bec ^^,) sa friday. makakaalis na rin ako ng bahay. gosh, i feel so suffocated. hahaha. tama ba namang mamatay sa boredom sa huling summer vacation ko? SAVE ME!kagabi nga, nag-senti na kami ni victoria sa text e. sa sobrang bangag namin. mga 12:30 na nun nung nagsimula akong magdrama at sinuportahan naman ni bec, kaya nagdrama na kami dun. :)) kasi may napanood ako sa tv, na babaeng magbebestfriends na 40 yrs old. tas naisip ko, sana kahit na may pamilya na kami, kahit na losyang na kami, hindi kami magkasawaan nila victoria, katleya, at angel. at pati na rin nila joyce, yza, audrey, lindsay, carla, at claudette. huhuhu. ayan na naman, nagsesenti na naman ako. :)) tapos namimiss ko pa si katleya. hindi na nga siya makakasama sa outing. mahina pa signal sa batangas. wah. huhuhu. haha. pero sana mag-enjoy siya sa fiesta. sa sobrang boredom ko, pati friendster ko na sobrang tagal ng static ay pinatulan ko na uli. at nagpaka-FC pa ako at nag-add pa ng ibang batchmates sa quesci na hindi ko naman kilala in person, sa name and face lang, buti na lang mababait sila. :)) sobrang desperado ako na may gawin sa buhay bukod sa manood ng tv, kumain, at matulog (aka BUHAY OINK OINK). grabe talaga, antaba taba ko na. excited na nga akong magpasukan para ndi na ko mattempt kumain at maburn ko na ang fats ko. :)) pati pa mga classmates kong avo ay kinukulit ko na sa multiply, at friendster nila. :)) comment dito. comment dyan. si airelle, yza, angel, victoria, migs, camille, calee, lemelen, shara ay ilan lamag sa mga iyon. pati si kate at calee, kinukulit ko sa ym. nakikisali na ko sa away nila na david cook VS david archuleta. :)) tapos forever kong kachat ang bestfriend kong si hoshea (buti di pa siya nagsasawa sakin :)) ). ayan, kaya sa mga nakukulit ko, sorry naman. :)) ayun pa pala, nung isang araw, parang naiinggit ako kela maci, claudia at iya dahil ateneo sila. naisip ko tuloy, tama kaya ang desisyon kong mag- upm. ang layo layo kasi. tapos marami pa daw snatchers at hold-upers. tapos parang madugo pa ang nursing. atleast sa ateneo, mas safe ung environment, tas 20 minutes away lang. pero naisip ko rin, na sobrang blessed ako na matanggap sa upm. kaya aun, pinush away ko na ung thoughts of regrets before they were able to engulf me.i am ultimately bored. please save me. may alam ba kayong... movie? tv series? BOOK? kahit anong interesting.
yung mga kasama sa gm ko, kung unli kayo, magreply na rin kayo. hahaha! kailangan ko kayo. :))
i need your salvation. promise. i'm dead serious. HELP ME!!!


haha. how do i start this blog when i have so much to say? O.o haha. kwento lan about my UPM adventures. :) FIRST STOP: MEDICALhaha. so no. 1 ako at no. 2 si JP sa list nan magpapa-dental exam. :)) go figure! haha. actually, may nauna pa saming guy, pro validation na lang sya. so ako parin ang first. yea. xp haha. start pa lan. nandun na agad ang FBCs. they're really great...kasi inorient na nga agad nila kami agad e...about nursing and intarmed and ofcourse, the UNIVERSITY RULE. na super, memorize na namin by heart. super important kasi tlaga nya. medyo natakot nga kami dahil parang super big issue pala un sa upm. pro okay parin. hehe. :) may mga bago ring nakilala... pero siyempre, nakalimutan ko agad names nila... haha. super hindi talaga ako magaling sa names. T.T after dental. lakad lakad papunta sa pgh para sa med. yey. nakaabot kami sa first 50. i'm 20 (21?) and jp is 21 (22?). super bilis lan nan medical namin. haha! lalo na yung akin. wala pa atang 5 minutes. na super, paglabas ko sa room, nakatingin sila sakin... siguro nagtataka bakit super bilis ko. haha! i have to say, medyo lazy kxe si doc. haha! peace po. :) kesa naman ung upd medical. haha. joke lang friends. x] ayan... shortcut na yang version na yan a. haha. :)) xempre bago umuwi, kumain muna kami sa KFC. yea. haha. :) SECOND STOP: ENROLLMENTsuper aga din namin. pero siguro may mga 3 persons na nauna samin. :) 2nd si JP at 3rd ako dun sa M-Z counter. yea. go early birds. ;] di ko na idedescribe ang step by step process... ang masasabi ko lang, pabalik balik kami. anlayo pa naman nan OUR sa CN. kea aun, exercise. :)) at alam nyo ba?... HINDI KAMI MAGKA-BLOCK NI JP!ansaklap lan. kasi super sabay talaga kami pumunta, pumila, umuwi. para lan maging magka-block kami. un pala random...so, kamusta naman yun? and yhe other thing is... MAS MAGANDA PA SCHED NANG BLOCK NILA. T_Thaha. so, hindi ako bitter. :)) pro naisip ko rin, opportunity rin to so that we can really make new friends.. pag magkasama kasi kami, kami lan nag-uusap. haha. may nameet nga pala kaming super new friend. si jonah. (sorry kung mali spelling. x[) galing siyang madaluyong science. at super friends ang dad ko at mom nya. haha. ayun, sabay kami halos all through-out. tas sabay din nag-lunch sa mcdo. okay, so BLOCK 25 din xa, at sila ni JP ang blockmates. pro whatever, friends din kami. xp haha. tas may picture picture pa pala. for the ID. aun... haggard pa ata ako sa picture. haha. pro ayos lang yan, 4 yrs (kung makayanan ko) ko lang naman un gagamitin... go BLOCK 26. yea. THIRD STOP: ORIENTATION AND PSYCH TEST AND BLOCK LUNCHayan, hindi na naman kami super super early... mga may 10 people na dun pagdating namin. haha. :)) mejo mahaba yung orientation... pro okay naman ung speakers... mga 2 lan ata yung super pinigilan kong wag makatulog... and marami rin naman silang nashare. :) yan, psych test na. haha. medyo mahaba. pro okay lang din. medyo mahirap lan ung essay na "who am i". yun yung pinaka-mahirap na essay ever e. pero natapos ko naman. ang haba pa nga ata. :)) ai, dito ko na nga pala nakilala si chantel. haha. seatmate sa room tas ka-LSC ko pa pala siya. kaya pala familiar yung siya. ayun, as in classmates kami si LSC. pro hindi na kami nagkatandaan. haha. :)) marami na rin kaming na-befriend sa room... sila denise from quezon, christa and christine from ma sci, jean and spring. at xempre si jayson, na nameet ko na nga rin pala nun enrollment at nameet naman ni chantel nun orientation. aun. :) may block lunch nga pala... so aun, hindi lahat nakasama... pro marami2 din naman kami... siyempre sosyal ang block lunch... sa MCDO. hehe. xp aun, fun naman kasi mas nagkakila-kilala pa kami... :) sila chantel, christa, christine, jean, spring, camille, therese and mia. :) sila yung mga katable ko... kasi na-isolate kami sa ibang blok 26 dahil wala ng space at dapat mag-ccr pa kami ni chantel so nalate kami ng akyat. pro neighboring table lan naman ung ibang blockmates namin. :) kawawa nga sila ate angela, kuya gary(?) at kuya richard e. kasi sila yung nagtatake ng orders. both ng blocks 25 and 26. kea napagod sila. pero ayun, fun naman siya. :) di na nga pala natuloy campus tour dahil umuulan na at 3 na kami natapos maglunch. :)) :( FOURTH STOP: CN ORIENTATION AND CAMPUS TOUR
I have to say na fun talaga siya. kasi dito talaga kami nagkakila-kilala... i think. haha. :)) may introductions, orientations, games, video watchings. haha, helpful talga yung prinepare ng mga ate's and kuya's namin for us. (thanks po. :]) :) haha. kami nga ni chantel e, medyo nahiya2 pa dahil sa intro stuff... pro okay na din naman. haha. :) ung first game, ung bingo thing na may characteristic of a person tas papassign mo sa coursemate mo na may ganung trait. haha. magulo... pro ayos na rin. :) by the end of the game, may 2 na lang hndi nasassignan sakin... ung "someone you think is attractive" na pwede naman pala kahit girl dahil nakakahiya sa guy... tsaka ung "doesn't eat vegetables" na sana ako na lang nag-sign kung pwede. haha. :)) so, hindi kami nanalo nila chantel at jp. :)) second game, ung survival thing... haha. yung irarank ung things. sorry magulo, tinatamad na kasi ako mag-explain. :)) basta kami nga pala ang BUTTERFLY GROUP. :))
at ang naisip na lang naming motto ay... LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST! :))so, ang mas prinioritize namin ay yung party things. :)) tipong rum, chocolate, radio (for music xp), food, oil (for bonfire), etc... :)) haha. at hindi pa kami ung lowest group nung cinompute ung survival skills a. sila JP pa!! sabi nga namin, dapat, nagparty na lang din sila. :)) yung last game ay yung sa hanky thing...exciting siya in all fairness. nakakakaba. :)) thankfully, si JP lan ang natalo at hindi kami nila chantel. :)) xp at nakakatawa rin punishment nila! :)) ayan, campus tour na. ayun, yung butterfly grouping pala ang masusunod. sila pau, jian (guy siya ah.. form lsgh), jean, at ung two groupmates pa naman na nakalimutan ko na ung name (sorry TT).. bsta si blockmate from sta. rosa, laguna. at ung isa pa ay yung nakablack na mahaba ang hair. wah. sorry talaga. :(( ayun, libot libot. kapagod. pero worth it. pati nga ibang rooms sa CN, napasok namin. yea. :)) salamat kuya bibs at kuya.... :) pati na rin kela ate iaii at kuya eian. :) yey. uwian na. kami nga pala last na natapos sa tour. haha. ayun, kumain na muna uli bago umuwi. :)
special mentions: JP... haha. ang aking bagong brother! :)) ate jo... na super nag-alaga samin ni jp... salmat ate! :) daddy... na super naghatid2 samin. at sumama pa sa medical, at enrollment. :) yza, carla, jessa, at howell... na super kinulit ko pero hindi nagalit (ata xp). thank you! :) FBC... sa pagtulong samin. :) CN FBC... sa pagtulong rin samin. :) block 26. na blockmates ko. haha. :) block 25. na swerte sa schedule. :)) chantel at jayson... na nakatext ko na. :)) haha. gusto ko sana isa-isahan names ng mga bago kong kilala.. or alam ko names... kaso marami2 na rin at baka may makalimutan lang . haha. :)) basta sa lahat, salamat! :)
yey.
 super haba.

RULES: A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse. B. These 8 people must state who they were tagged by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people.
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? -- edi i-bebetray ko rin xa! haha! >:))
2. What will you do if you do not share the same feelings as the person who likes you? -- it happens. i just ask myself wheter liking him makes me happy... if not, haha! xp
3. What's your take on same-sex marriages? -- wow. honestly, it's not nice.
4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you? -- yes. but i have God. :)
5. What's your ideal lover like? -- naku. i'm all for the nice-looking and nice guy e. pro i've learned, that sometimes, we fall in love with the MOST unlikely persons. :)
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else? -- loving someone AND being loved by him. :))
7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings? -- if he doesn't accept who i am.. edi no, i can't change who i am just for him. pro depende din, e pano kung love ko talaga siya diba? haha!
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? -- naku, no to home wreckage ako. haha!
9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently? -- hmmm... mother's day without my mom?
10. What do you want most in life? -- contentment and happiness. (gayahin nalang si renie, haha.) [gayahin na lang si trebor. haha.] {gayahin na lang si yza. hahaha.}
11. Is being tagged fun? -- ukii lan. pag bored ka, fun. :)
12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react? -- haha. bestfriend ko siya? haha.
13. Who is currently the most important person to you? -- wow. hirap a. mommy? daddy? mama? papa? pwede is God?
14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is? -- yza: cute, smart, fun. :) angel: cute, source of amazing stories, amazing. :)
15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor? -- pwede married AND rich? you can work hard naman to become rich e. x]
16. If the person you secretly like cannot recognize you, what would you do/how would you react? -- hahaha! maraming mas gwapo sayo sa mundo! :))
17. Would you give your all in a relationship? -- no. leave some for yourself.
18. What's you're all time favorite song? -- wah. hirap. T.T on my own? senti. haha!
19. What type of friends do you like? -- haha. yung masarap kasama. tawa lang ng tawa. nasasabihan mo ng kahit ano. nakikinig sayo. pareho mo ng interests. and one who can bring me closer to God. :)
20. If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do? --tatawa. haha. :))
** salamat angel and yza. :)
thanks jamayca. haha. fc na nga, magnanakaw pa. ^^,
There are about 170 movies on this list. Put your score in title and repost. (X) Sukob ( ) Oh my ghost! ( ) White lady ( ) Wag kang lilingon (X) Feng shui ( ) KKK (kasal, kasali, kasalo) ( ) Enteng Kabisote ( ) Enteng Kabisote 2 ( ) Enteng Kabisote 3 ( ) Super Noypi ( ) Karma (X) Shake, Rattle and Roll ( ) D Anothers ( ) First Day High Total: 3 (x) Bring it On 1 (x) Bring it On 2 (X) Bring it On 3 ( ) Fun With Dick and Jane ( ) Cake (x) Zathura ( ) Borat ( ) Dead or Alive ( ) 8 mile (x) 50 First Dates (x) The Princess Diaries (x) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement (x) Legally Blonde (x) Legally Blonde 2 Total: 9 (X) Charlie's Angels (X) Charlie's Angels 2 ( ) Dude, where's my car? (X) Scary Movie ( ) Scary Movie 2 (x) Scary Movie 3 ( ) Scary Movie 4 (X) American Pie ( ) American Pie 2 (x) American Wedding ( ) American Pie Band Camp Total: 6 (x) Harry Potter (x) Harry Potter 2 (x) Harry Potter 3 (x) Harry Potter 4 ( ) Resident Evil 1 ( ) Resident Evil 2 ( ) The Wedding Singer ( ) Cinderella Man (x) The Village (x) Coyote Ugly Total: 6 (x) Space Jam (x) Finding Neverland (x) Signs (x) The Grinch ( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre(pero ung 1974 p) ( ) White Chicks (X) Little Manhattan (x) 13 Going on 30 (x) Click (x) Devil Wears Prada Total: 8 (x) Mighty Ducks 1 (x) Mighty Ducks 2 (x) Mighty Ducks 3 ( ) Mighty Ducks 4 (x) Deep Impact ( ) KingPin (x) Meet The Parents (x) Meet the Fockers ( ) Eight Crazy Nights ( ) Joe Dirt (x) Anaconda Total: 7 (x) Alice in Wonderland (x) The Terminal (x) The Lizzie McGuire Movie (X) Deep Blue Sea ( ) Dumb & Dumber ( ) Dumber & Dumberer (X) Final Destination (X) Final Destination 2 (x) Final Destination 3 ( ) Halloween (ung 1978) (x) The Ring (x) The Ring 2 (x) Ring Zero ( ) Flubber ( ) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle ( ) Practical Magic ( ) Chicago (x) Ghost Ship ( ) From Hell ( ) Hellboy ( ) Secret Window (x) I Am Sam Total: 12 (x) The Day After Tomorrow (X) Child's Play (X) Seed of Chucky (X) Bride of Chucky (x) 10 Things I Hate About You (x) Just Married (x) Gothika ( ) Nightmare on Elm Street ( ) Sixteen Candles ( ) Remember the Titans ( ) Coach Carter (x) The Grudge (x) The Grudge 2 (X) The Mask (X) Son Of The Mask Total: 11 (x) My Super Ex-Girlfriend ( ) Joy Ride (x) She's the Man ( ) Ocean's Eleven (ung 1960) (x) Ocean's Twelve (x) Mean Girls (x) Step Up (x) Pearl Harbor ( ) Predator I ( ) Predator II ( ) Superstar ( ) Happy Feet (x) Ice Age (x) Ice age 2 The Meltdown Total: 8 ( ) Independence Day ( ) Cujo ( ) Idle Hands ( ) Darkness Falls ( ) Children of the Corn ( x) My Boss' Daughter (x) Maid in Manhattan (x) Monsters Inc. (X) Rush Hour ( ) Rush Hour 2 ( ) Best Bet (x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days ( ) She's All That ( ) Poseidon(ung bagong version) (x) Titanic ( ) Mars Attacks ( ) Event Horizon ( ) Ever After (x) Forrest Gump ( ) Big Trouble in Little China (x) The Terminator (x) The Terminator 2 (x) The Terminator 3 Total: 10 (x) X-Men (x) X-Men 2 (x) X-Men 3 (x) Spider-Man (x) Spider-Man 2 (x) Sky High (x) Jeepers Creepers (x) Jeepers Creepers 2 (x) Catch Me If You Can (x) The Others (X) The Eye ( ) Dark Water (x) Cruel Intentions (x) Cruel Intentions 2 ( ) The Hot Chick (x) Shrek (x) Shrek 2 Total: 15 ( ) Swimfan ( ) Miracle (x) School of Rock ( ) K-Paxx (x) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring (x) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers (x) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King (x) A Walk To Remember (X) Hollow Man ( ) The 40-year-old-virgin (X) The Exorcist (X) Exorcism of Emily Rose Total: 8 Add up all your scores. = 103 Repost as "I've seen ____ movies out of 170" wahaha. wow. naka more than 100.
films.
yey. sinipag ulit ako. there's really something sooo wrong with me. i mean, i'm jessica. the girl who enjoys blogging. and posting anything on her multiply site. and yet.. for some reason, i suddenly dreaded posting. hahahaha. and all my best friends noticed my sudden lack of new posts. hahaha. :)
so... here i am, magdadaldal ulit about my first-half of summer. yay.
PIDC.well, this probably launched my summer. hahaha. we volunteered for this inter-collegiate debate competition. it was exhausting. but it was fun. i got to tour UP's eng'g bldg and the palma hall. haha. it was really fun watching the debates...and meeting new people! (one of which offered to eat my left-over chicken) haha. ;) it was honestly enjoyable though. everyone was amazing. HANA KIMI.haha. i was starting to imitate a pig about to be slaughtered (as i do every summer). when suddenly i watched this show on ABS. at first, i didn't like it that much. but it turned out to be fun. haha. ang gwapo pa ng bida. go BRIAN. go WU CHUN. yay! it's a very funny series at kilig din. wieeee. what really made the show fun is the fact that i got to watch them with my bestfriends. mas masaya nga sana kung buong SMB. kaso baka hindi nila magustuhan ang hana kimi. hahaha. so ayun, it was really fun. yung adventures na pinagdaanan namin. yung pagkakaron ng buhay sa bahay namin. yung pagsama sa iba diyan sa UPD para sa medical. hahaha. yung pag-commute commute. yung pagkain. yung maling pagclick sa remote control nan XBOX nila bec. yung pag-surprise sa iba diyan. hahahaha. basta lahat, i really enjoyed those three days. hope we could do it again some time. LAGUNA.i never really expected that i would enjoy staying there as much as i did. as in, ayaw ko pa talagang umuwi nun. i really miss a lot of things there. i miss my family there. i miss being forcely fed by my lola. i miss taking care of my lolo. i miss my makulit na tita. i miss my nice tito. i miss my madaldal and lovable cousin Ana. i miss them all. i miss the uga-uga which i love sitting on. haha. i miss the terrace where we star gaze. i miss seeing a lot of stars and constellations. i miss the fresh air. i miss watching loveholic on their tv and dvd. i miss opening the tv without cable. i miss having no internet. haha. get it? just everything. one unforgettable thing there is how i met my second cousins. they were from cavite at bakasyon lang din sila sa laguna. it was the first time we met each other. haha. and the funny thing is crush ako nung pinsan ko na ka-age ko named mcneil. hahaha. tawa talaga ko ng tawa nung kwinento yun sakin ng lola ko the day after i met my cousins. my ninang overheard my cousins talking and she told my lola. detailed pa yung pagkwento nya a. kwinento pa ung pagka-describe sakin and all. that part, nahiya na ako. haha. nakakailang pala. hahaha. cute din naman yung pinsan ko. haha. sabi nga ng lola ko, buti nagkakilala na kami kasi baka daw magkaligawan pa and we'll be like star-crossed lovers from teleseryes. hahahaha. really enjoyed my stay there. hope i can go back soon. LOVEHOLIC.my new found addiction. grabe. i could not tell you enough how much i loved the story. grabe grabe grabe talaga! i wish all people in the world could love and be loved that way. i could not find the perfect word to describe the love the two people here have for eah other. i've watched it twice already. and i'm not ready to stop. hahaha. SUMMER LOVIN'.hahahaha. i'm just really happy right now. haha. so many things are happening. super happy ako. haha. and it's fun to enjoy things just as they are. and i'm really contented right now. overwhelmed pa nga eh.  well, sorry for the long post. haha. nahahawa na talaga ko kay victoria. hahaha.
the first half of my summer was fun. hope i enjoy the latter-half even more. and you too. ;]
  i am finally taking the time to post about my current craze.... TWILIGHT aka EDWARD CULLEN.okay. so i am crazy about a fictional vampire... and i am proud of it. :)) well, technically i am crazy over the books. i tell you, THEY ARE GREAT. one of those series of books that you just can't put down once you've started to read it. my maximum reading time is less than 2 days and my minimum is less than a day. I JUST CAN'T STOP.the story is one of a kind. the romace is oh-so-kilig. and ofcourse, EDWARD IS JUST FLAMING HOT! :))[ok, so vampires are cold, but still, he is hot xp] its about a girl who just moved in with her dad to a place called Forks. she never thought that she would fall in love with this small town...until... she fell in love with Edward Cullen. an inhumanely beautiful man who turns out to be a vampire. a vampire who stays with his adopted family (all vampires ofcourse) as they try to change their ways and not drink human blood. they feed on animals instead. it was a routine until Edward met Bella. and found out that not only could he not read her mind (he has this special talent of reading (almost) everyone's minds) but there was a huge part of him which thirsted for Bella's blood ironically.... THEY FALL IN LOVE. so... i do hope you read the books. they are written by stephenie meyer. and watch the movie... coming out on December 12, 2008. Robert Pattinson (who played Cedric in harry potter) plays Edward. and Kristen Stewart as Bella. they are ok with me.  so there... i am currently stuck in the small town of Forks... dreaming about Edward Cullen... living in their world of vampires and werewolves (i hate JACOB BLACK-you'll see why). so probably my plans of reading a LONG LIST of books this summer would be put aside for a while as I stay stuck with Edward... i just dont want to leave their world just yet.i could read twilight, new moon, and eclipse over and over again. still, i would never get tired of this contemporary Romeo and Juliet love story...and ofcourse of EDWARD.   EDWARD CULLEN QUOTES (just a few of my faves )  What if im not the superhero? what if im the bad guy? Do you think your life would be easier if you wernt in love with me? Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. very dark, but there were stars- points of light and reason... And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddently everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. when you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everythign went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.
Would you please tell me what you're thinking? BEFORE i go mad? You should probably know I'm breaking the rules right now. Well, not technically, since he said I was never to walk through his door again, and I came in the window... But, still, the intent was clear.By the way, I'm not leaving you. If I could dream at all, it would be about you.And I'm not ashamed of it.Look after my heart---I've left it with you. But jealousy... it's a strange thing. So much more powerful then I would have thought. And irrational!
Im so very sorry, would you understand if I said I was only human? Bella, I coundn't live with myself if I ever hurt you. You don't know how it's tortured me...the thought of you, still, white, cold...to never see you blush scarlet again, to never see that flash of intuition in your eyes when you see through my pretenses...it would be unendurable...you are the most important thing to me now, the most important thing to me ever. I was just wondering why you stabbed him, Not that I object
Do you have any idea of how much you mean to me?how much i love you?I thought I'd explained it clearly before. Bella, I can't live in a world where you don't exist. Do I dazzle you?I promise to love you forever - every single day of forever.
Sleep my Bella. Dream happy dreams. You are the only one who has ever touched my heart. Therefore it shall always be yours. Sleep my only love.

wow. andaming nanyari these past days. sobrang dami kong gustong isulat. if you are currently reading this entry, that means that i was able to overcome my laziness. i just miss writing (well, technically, typing xp).
monday. a very sad day for me. ang hirap. nakakalungkot. nakakainis. nakakaguilty. lahat yan pinagsama sa isang gabi. so, as the emotional and weak person that i am, iyakan na naman.
prom. no question na sobrang mas na-enjoy ko prom last yr. mas maganda venue, mas maayos program, mas maganda music. pro ayos lang din naman, may happy and sad parts naman.
- ikaw. hai naku, regret ka jan. alam mo bang sobrang lungkot ko dhl di mo ko sinayaw? haha. nagdrama? pro kahit na riniregret mo rin un, nakakalungkot lang din tlga. may paexplain explain ka pa. haha. last chance na e. aysus, haha. pati si angel, nalungkot. haha. well anyway, ayos na naman. :)
- you. sige lan, paalala mo pa mga nanyari. haha. pero ayos lang din naman kasi atlst, snabi mo. ayoko rin naman kasing maulit un. salamat sa pagwarn at pagpayo. sorry dahil pinalo kita ng pinalo. haha. salamat. :)
- kaw. ayun, salamat sa lahat. sa sayaw and everything else. :)
- u. hai naku, nalulungkot ako dahil dun. hai, sana lang tlga. pro aus lan, di mo naman un klangan gawin. haha. atlst. :)
overnight.
- syempre feel na feel ko tlga at natulog akong nakadress pa. haha. ang comfortable kaya. kaya ayun, sarap din naman ng tulog ko kahit maiksi lang din.
- ang sarap kasi magkwentuhan. may spin the bottle pa tayong nalalaman. :))
- at masaya ring maging scavenger. tipong, pinaghatian natin ung isang pirasong chicken na malamig na. at kumain ng chips na hindi naman tlga masarap. at maghati sa bawas ng 2 bottles ng tubig. kamusta naman un diba? haha. but still, i enjoyed it A LOT. :)
- kahit na tulog tau ng tulog (at basa ko ng basa ;]), at siyempre picture pa ng picture. :)) fun tlga.
- fun na makapipi ung isa dyan ng heart-shaped can na naging flat na.
- at maglakad papunta sa NAPAKAlapit lang na mcdo (ayun o, sa unang stoplight, kita ko na nga e. :)) )
- at makarinig ng R-18 word from ur dad. :)) kahit na aksidente lang un, that got us going. :))
edward. ok, i confess. weird ako. mainlove ba sa isnag vampire na ndi naman totoo (siyempre. xp) hai naku, bakit ba kasi nakakainlove tlga siya? aysus. ang ganda tlga ng TWILIGHT. as in i super recommend na basahin niyo siya. ok, so humagulgol ako sa first part ng NEW MOON (monday nun xp) at naiyak sa ending ng ECLIPSE. pero still, its so worth it. as in, adk na tlga ko. search dito search jan. i cant wait to read the last book this august and watch the movie this december. i really cant help but fall for edward. and i really am finding a HARD time accepting that edward cullen is a FICTIONAL character. T.T haha. so, hindi obvious na baliw na ko? wah. bago ko mag babble til dooms day dito, i have to move on to the nxt topic, haha. xp
O. grabe, ndi kita maintindihan. may gnwa ba kong mali sau? sorry kng mali interpretation ko sa actions mo, pro ganun kasi tlga ung labas e. sana kng galit ka man, or may ngwa man akong mali, kausapin mo ko. sna mabasa mo to, tapos kausapin mo na ko. ang hirap kasi e. sana tlga makapag-usap tau.
grad. grabe. ilang araw na lang. sobrang bumabaliktad tlga sikmura ko at the thought of it. excited for college, pro not ready to leave highschool. ilang balde kaya ang maiiyak ko sa grad? hai. pro sobrang laki tlga ng faith ko, na matutupad natin lahat ng gusto naten. na kng ano man ung gsto naten maging, mangyayari yun. i believe that. i believe in us. i believe in Him. :)
so ayun, nagdaldal lang ako dito. haha. try ko na upload pics and videos. :)
salamat sa lahat ng nakasama ko. :) SMB, avo, JS, mom, dad, mama, ate Jaya, EDWARD. ayie. haha. :)
Five People Survey Think of 5 people, but don't write their names. Stolen from Brooke Davis :) *excluding my family. ;)
PERSON ONE What do you want to tell this person?: you make me smile.... A LOT. =) What music does he/she listen to?: haha. he's not much into music. When did you meet each other?: years ago. xp What is your favorite thing about him/her?: everything. =) Are you best friends?: not really. xp
PERSON TWO If you could tell this person anything right now, what would you say?: haha. ano gawa mo? haha. xp Where did you meet?: quesci. :) If this person wasn't a part of your life, would it be the same?: super not. ='[ When you think of this person, what memory comes up?: the way she makes everyone laugh. her simplicity and kindness. =) Did you attend school with him/her?: yup. ^^
PERSON THREE What secret do you want to say to him/her?: i like you. haha. Is there a song that reminds you of this person?: uhm, great escape? haha. ^^ What do you like to do with him/her?: exchange ferreros. hahaha. :)) Do you love this person?: haha. haha. ask that again. XP What is this person allergic to?: uhm, emo people? haha. =o PERSON FOUR
What movie have you two seen together?: stardust [in theatre], final destination 3, the simpsons movie [house ko], meron pa ba? haha. xp Have you two ever gone out before?: yes. we're always together. haha. [poor me. haha.] ^^ What do you want to say to this person?: i'll miss you so much. you guys changed my life. :) How does this person dress?: she is usually in pants and a shirt [long?], usually with converse. simple and cute. ^^ Do you act like yourself around him/her?: absolutely. haha. ^^ PERSON FIVE What is his/her favorite band?: uhm , wala ata. haha. :) Have something to tell her/him?: yep. i'm gonna miss you. sorry for our few misunderstandings. i love you dears. :) Has this person changed your life?: a lot. :) If you could, would you hug this person right now?: would love to. haha. xp Name your funniest memory with this person: SO MANY TO MENTION!!! as in, there's noe dull moments when we're together. haha. :))
A teenage girl about 17 had gone to visit some friends one evening and time passed quickly as each shared their various experiences of the past year.
She ended up staying longer than planned, and had to walk home alone. She wasn't afraid because it was a small town and she lived only a few blocks away.
As she walked along under the tall elm trees, Diane asked God to keep her safe from harm and danger.
When she reached the alley, which was a short cut to her house, she decided to take it.
However, halfway down the alley she noticed a man standing at the end as though he were waiting for her.
She became uneasy and began to pray, asking for God's protection.
Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped round her, she felt as though someone was walking with her.
When she reached the end of the alley, she walked right past the man and arrived home safely.
The following day, she read in the newspaper that a young girl had been raped in the same alley just twenty minutes after she had been there.
Feeling overwhelmed by this tragedy and the fact that it could have been her, she began to weep.
Thanking the Lord for her safety and to help this young woman, she decided to go to the police station.
She felt she could recognize the man, so she told them her story.
The police asked her if she would be willing to look at a lineup to see if she could identify him.
She agreed and immediately pointed out the man she had seen in the alley the night before.
When the man was told he had been identified, he immediately broke down and confessed.
The officer thanked Diane for her bravery and asked if there was anything they could do for her.
She asked if they would ask the man one question.
Diane was curious as to why he had not attacked her.
When the policeman asked him, he answered, "Because she wasn't alone. She had two tall men walking on either side of her."
Amazingly, whether you believe or not, you're never alone. Did you know that 98% of teenagers will not stand up for God?
Repost this as Love vs. Sex if you truly believe in God.
PS: God is always there in your heart and loves you no matter what.....and if you stand up 4 him he will stand up for you.
I bet 93% of the people that read this wont repost it.
well i can know that for sure..i can see you..haha! =))
i've learned a lot of things these past years. and the greatest lesson i've probably learned is to stay positive. i'm through with the days when i feel and ACT like the sad person i sometimes am. [mind you, i have bipolar tendencies].
dahil na rin yun sa tulong ng mga kaibigan ko. parating masaya. parating nakatawa. natutunan ko kasi na hindi lahat ng bagay tungkol sakin. kaya imbis na magmukmok ako sa isang sulok, i smile and laugh. it is very effective.
with that happy disposition, kahit na malungkot ako, even if i start with fake laughs and fake smiles, i end up with genuine ones. malaki talaga kayong tulong sakin. =)
pro alam niyo yon, there are just some days... that no matter how hard you try, you don't end up with genuine happiness... and this is one of them.
hindi ko nga ma-explain kung bakit. may maganda na naman akong school na mapapasukan. masaya naman kami ng pamilya ko... okay na okay naman kami ni... nanjan parin naman Siya... pro, somehow i know, that not everything's alright. i just dont feel at ease... siguro dahil marami ako na-realize ngayong araw. siguro dahil kay X, O, at sa marami pang bagay.
kaya sana kahit ngayon araw lang... can i be the sad person that i currently am? just for today. just now.
p.s. i'll be the same ms. bright sunshine tomorrow. =]
YOUR GUY SIDE: [x] You like hoodies. [x] You like jeans. [x] Dogs are better than cats. [x] It's hilarious when people get hurt. [x] You've played with/against boys on a team. [ ] Shopping is torture. [ ] Sad movies suck. [ ] You own/ed an X-Box. [ ] Played with HotWheels cars as a kid. [ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter. [ ] You own/ed a DS, PS2 or Sega. [ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers. [x] You watch sports on TV. [ ] Gory movies are cool. [ ] You go to your dad for advice. [ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps. [ ] You like going to high school football games. [ ] You used to/do collect football cards. [ ] Baggy pants are cool to wear. [ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people. [ ] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors. [x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think. [ ] Sports are fun. [ ] Talk with food in your mouth. [ ] Sleep with your socks on at night.
TOTAL: 7
YOUR GIRL SIDE: [x] You wear lip gloss/stick. [x] You love to shop. [ ] You wear eyeliner. [x] You wear the color pink. [x] Go to your mom for advice. [ ] You consider cheerleading a sport. [x] You hate wearing the color black. [x] You like hanging out at the mall. [x] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures. [x] You like wearing jewelry. [x] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe. [x] Shopping is one of your favourite hobbies. [x] You don't like the movie Star Wars. [ ] You were in gymnastics/dance. [x] It takes you more than one hour to shower, get dressed. [x] You smile a lot more than you should. [x] You have more than 6 pairs of shoes. [x] You care about what you look like. [x] You like wearing dresses when you can. [x] You like wearing body spray/perfume. [x] You love the movies. [x] Used to play with dolls as little kid. [x] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it. [ ] Like being the star of everything. TOTAL: 19
i' have just realized how girly i truly am. haha. girls just have more fun. =p
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